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Let's start the post with a birthday song for Joyce.

Happy birthday to you

Happy birthday to you

Happy birthday to Joyce

Happy birthday to you

Woots! Have an enjoyable life ahead and good luck for everything.

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Okay. I shall not post about today, because... I don't feel like posting. Somemore I have to rush the script for Show and Share, so I'll stop here. Good luck to Sec 3s who are having exams tomorrow. I know Nerdi will make into the top 100 in the level. : D 加油!

I'm happy, though I'm not happy

I've been stressed up these days. Sigh. Eating lunch at crazy hours and staring at the computer screens for more than an hour is making me really dizzy. Somehow I feel that my lifestyle should really be re-draft. Hmmph...

I'm happy with today. First period-Science. Ms Kor just explained the pulmonary circulation. She confused us all. Luckily I did a mindmap during my freetime last Saturday on circulatory system. If not, I could be one of those who confused.

Second period, Math. Mrs Yang told us there was 7 failures in the class, for the current Math Common Test. Immediately I knew I am one of them. I had my heart in my mouth while she announced our marks. Who knows, out of the blue, I got 28. I only get these type of mark once in a blue moon. : (

Third period, Literature. Did badly for my essay. Borderline mark. : ) I suck at Lit, definitely.

Recess. Nerdi isn't driving me insane today, at least. He was smiling throughout recess, although he flirt. It's okay. : )

Enjoyed the rest of the periods of the day. ACC, EL and Geog. We learnt about volcanic eruption. I almost asked Ms Teo if lava is oily. Lols.

P.S. Ying Na, smile. Don't cry for someone who doesn't worth your tears.

Nerdi Nerdi Nerdi. Can anyone think of a better name?!!

Hahas! Ying Na was so cute when she begged me to tell her about GD. Hahahas. I couldn't help laughing.

But something's still troubling me. Yea, it's Nerdi again...

Sing Chien would say I'm a big liar again. But somehow, I couldn't help thinking about Nerdi again and again. I couldn't get the thought out of my head. That is:

We are just friends.

Sigh... Yesterday I had a good chat with Nerdi. But then, I felt so empty after that. I switched off the computer after he said 'bye'. And I couldn't hold my tears any longer that I into my room and locked the door. I just covered my face and cried for a long time... Until Ying Na called.

The thought just wandered in my mind. "We are just friends. We are fated to be friends. You'll be my friend. One of my trusted friends. Friends. Friends..."

Yea... I don't want to talk about these anymore. It's just so... hurtful. Argh... I'm so confused now! Don't want to talk about anything I'm not in the mood to do anything.