姐妹们，想过自己的终生幸福吗？

昨晚老爹的朋友加他的家人来我家吃晚餐。哈，我和娘忙了一整天呢！嗯。

很高兴啦总之。

最近邓姑娘都在练字哦。老爹三年前买给我的钢笔再次派上用场啦，哈哈哈。我好想回家喝喜酒也。。。*叹气* 可是老爹不让啊。说就我和弟弟回去也不行呢。。。唉，好久没喝喜酒了。:( 莹娜快点结婚啦！这样就可以请我去喝你的喜酒了嘛，对不对？^^

突然想到明年中二有streaming就很高兴呢，不懂为什么。O.o 可能因为明年敬威考PSLE了，考完了就可以回国休息了呀~ 所以很高兴吧？我有点语无伦次哈哈。

最近很喜欢用中文写blog，呵呵。：）不好意思啊，忍忍吧姐妹们。

二姨问我：“荣啊，要是让你选，你要嫁新加坡人还是中国人？”我虽然还没到谈婚论嫁的年龄，可是要回答二姨的问题，我还是有想了一下。回答很简单: “中国。”二姨听了大笑起来。我只感到脸烫烫的。讨厌啦。我想啊，我要是嫁人呢。。实在不想嫁新加坡的。不知道，新加坡这个地方，除了我的朋友们以外，实在没有什么让人很留恋的。真的真的。

要是问你呢？你会选哪个国家滴啊？写在tagbox哦！！！呵呵。

（骗人家tag嘛）

HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE I AM HAPPY!!!

I am currently spending time doing some leisure stuff at home these days. Hmm. Practising calligraphy(use pen not brush hehe), Guzheng-ing and reading``` These would calm me down and cheer me up at the same time. XD ARGH! Miss you all a lot leh!!!

I asked my dad if he allows me to go back again this December and as I expected, he said CANNOT. Sigh. It's okay, I can go back next year. Next year I'm gonna stay there for a month, not a week! Hmmph. I don't care, mum doesn't want to accompany me I also won't mind. I AM INDEPENDENT!!!!

Show you an ugly photo. -.-

Taken at the river behind my 外婆's house. ^^ I was wearing my aunt's jacket. It was super cold in China!!! 14 degree celsius only neh! Err I clipped up my fringe throughout the whole journey in China. My mum wanted me to be a 'neat' person. So... Fine... ._."'

*Yawns*

Well I think it's time to reply taggies. ^^


YINGNA: although i also dont like singapore very much
YINGNA: cheer up dude! you are back in singapore! (:

Yup BABE! I am back!!! 多谢关心啊亲爱的，我好想你哦。。

jinjing: back every months smile!!!!
jinjing: rong...why so emo???!!cheer up,next time earn money gly to everywhere you like ,maybe can go

Where got so rich.... T.T T.T

wenjing: hello rong. tags.

HEY THERE WENJING! THANKS!!!~

YINGNA: hello! How's life at china? take photos hor!

Okay``I took a lot photo leh hehehe. ^^

jinjing: and post your jouney to let us enjoyed it too!!!!
jinjing: lots thinf happened when you are away!!!
jinjing: rong!!miss youlots men!!!know that you are coming back tomo so happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

REALLY?!!~~~ SO TOUCHED. :'( Hmm I know. 'That incident' right? Sigh...

yulin: so jealous.. going back to china.. LOL...

Wanna come??? You can sit inside my luggage then I take you there hahaha.

John: 一路顺风！Hahas

So happy my son was here to tag. T.T

amanda: Rong RongRong Rong RongRong,, Rong RongRong Rong RongRong..
amanda: *BANANA DANCE
amanda: *Lols i haven''t forgotten abt the BANAN DANCE!! Hhaahas actually i rememered when i saw ur tag

What? What dance? What you talking about???? o.O

jinjing: happy trip and of course dont forget me and every one i will miss you ...miss your zi high,
jinjing: rongrong

Thanks. I miss you too. :)

YingNa: i feel happy for dust that he has a stead

Which means you are a good girl and you love him deeply because you want him to be happy. T.T

jinjing: btw i think he not as handsome as last time le
jinjing: rong i love this song

Really? Hehehe I love it too!!!^^

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I need to practise more 书法. My handwriting is going crazy. ARGH CAN'T STAND IT!!!!

伤心之后还是伤心

我想知道，为什么。。。为什么我要来这个陌生的城市？


原本属于我的地方，变了好多好多。原本在别人眼里那活泼、淘气的我变成了大家都不熟悉的少女。就算走在街上人家也当我是个外国人。7年了。家里变了好多。外婆家少了以往的热闹。最疼我的表哥表姐们都到其他地方读书去了。。唉。

只是这短短的5天，让我感触很深。昨天是10点的飞机，所以5点多就起身了。前天晚上在和外婆、舅舅舅妈们道别的时候我哭了。其实一直都憋着泪水，告诉自己千万不准哭。不能让其他人看到我软弱的一面。但听到外婆热泪盈眶地告诉我，“孩子，好好读书，听爸妈的话”，泪水已经夺眶而出。

妈妈还在和舅舅交代事情的当而，我已经坐在车里。我不希望他们看到我这副样子，所以到车子开走了我都是低着头。很没礼貌吧。。。我在车里哭了不懂多久，把我妈也弄哭了。唉。就如表哥所说的，“7年了，你才回来一次。下次回来难道又是7年后？”我呆呆地看着他，心里真的真的很难过。7年了，人走的走，散的散。再过7年，谁还记得有我这个人存在？

震京表哥下个月就结婚了。妈妈本来想带我回家喝喜酒的，可是因为爷爷病了，所以提早回去，提早回来。爸爸绝对不可能回去的，他还得上课。所以妈妈打算12月时让我和弟弟再回去一趟。不知道啊。。。没有爸爸妈妈陪伴始终是寂寞的。

画一下人际关系图！（红楼梦吗？！)

大姨 - 守熙表哥？和 守宁表哥
大舅 - 文精表哥 和 武杰表哥
二姨 - 小珊表姐 和 智东表哥
二舅 - 震京表哥 和 欣丹表姐
三舅 - 晓燕表姐 和 震宇表弟
我娘 - 我（荣荣）和 我弟(敬威）
小舅 - 宏伟表哥


很多表哥吧？哈哈~

昨天飞机起飞的时候我又莫名地哭了。而且停不了。我妈就转过头去，不忍心看我，不然她又要被我弄哭了。突然间觉得我真的好不勇敢，而且有点多愁善感。我弟弟平时也挺心软的，这次回去都没掉一滴泪。现在想起来也好想哭。

回去才5天我有点恍然了。老是想着老家里设备，忘了自己已经身在新加坡了。可是下午却没忘了吃Ice Kachang，哈哈！电话有点问题，所以照片还不能upload. 嗯。。。总共有3百多张照片！天啊，都不知道自己这么会拍。呵呵。：） 好喜欢表哥家的狗狗，像我这种超级怕狗的人说狗狗很可爱那一定很可爱咯！对吧？