I think I've decided.I'm giving Nerdi up.I believe that's the best choice.To keep his smile and smiles of my friends.His smile is slowly fading and now I see him smile less.My presence is a fault.Totally.So I should leave.Leave his world...So there'll be no "Rong Rong" this person appearing in his memory.That's a happy ending at least. :)Good luck in whatever you do Nerdi!This is for you: (Like what Ying Na wrote to her Senior.)爱上你, 是个美丽的错误...第一天来到圣公会, 我还是个懵懵懂懂的女孩.不敢放开胸怀, 接受眼前的一切不敢放开以前的痛苦, 把自己关在一个没人进得去地方直到你的出现...你的笑容令我忘记过去你的体贴带我脱离痛楚你的无奈令我对你感到怜悯你快乐我为你高兴你伤心我为你哭你得奖我为你鼓掌你生气我想替你打抱不平你牵着别人的手我只能默默地看着虽然心已经在流泪但我发誓, 绝不让你看到软弱的我你心痛的时候我只能偷偷地为你祈祷希望你能重展笑颜我感谢上苍, 让我认识你
认识你, 是我一生的幸福
认识你, 是我永远的快乐
认识你, 是我永恒的回忆
从今以后
你的世界里没有我
我的世界只有你的影子
没有你的存在
我真的真的还想看到你笑
我真的真的还想看到你没见过我的时候
那么的自由
那么的幸福
那么的快乐
你一定要快乐哦. 我会永远在你背后
无论你做什么, 对或错, 我都站在你这一边
因为,
你是我的朋友...
Man... I can't believe I wrote something like this.
Totally can't believe it. I was a bit out of my mind just now. Yep, was emo-ing for a while till I finished the above.
Lols.
Oh yeah. I received the student counsilor nomination form today. I was thinking of a way to reject the teacher. I've been thinking over and over. I really don't know should I or should I not be a SC(student counsilor, not Sing Chien). You know, Nerdi is SC too. If there's camp or stuffs like that, am I going to hide and run like mad?
Also, considering my studies. I am now getting 74% for my overall. Am I going to drop further till I get 60? And, what if camps, I'm grouped with Nerdi? Then what? Die? Feel embarrased and... die. The best word I can think of. Yeah, DIE.
I will be considering. Because SCs have advantages.
1. Outstanding because they are wearing red ties.
2. Can stop people from smuggling food up to their classes from the canteen.
3. Can act cool because they are 'student leaders'
4. Teachers love SCs
5. Basically they are cooler than ordinary students.
I will discuss with my parents tonight. And if Ying Na wants to be I will not hesitate and sign the form immediately.
Okay... Give me comments.