Finally learning a new piece.. Finally can play 高山流水 without stopping but have to look at score every 2 bars for the intro and the last part. In fact I stare at it throughout for the last part.. NO!! CANNOT LIKE THAT! This piece really needs emotions and steadiness.. And saddest thing is that I still cannot play 彝族舞曲.. I tried the simplified version which was the one Alice played, the feel is different. But that's the version almost everyone's learning eg. Shermaine and Annabelle. Not a lot people know the WZS version because he put in a lot weird weird skills adapted from Pipa and the song although it's one of the grading pieces, many people will choose 幻想曲 instead. Thanks to the weird skills la! But they made the song unique cuz they are only used in this song. Muahahahaha! Grade 10 leh! Siao!

Ok I was saying the song I'm learning now. See the notes super easy like immediately you can play but... WHEN IT COMES TO BOTH HANDS OMG CANNOT COORDINATE EH! After googling it's actually grade 5... No wonder after 3 weeks still cannot play.. OK JIAYOU! IT'S VERY CUTE SO I MUST LEARN IT MUAHAHA!

Ok end of Guzheng stuff. That's the only thing I did today so of course post about it lo..

Bio is getting complicated. One alveoli is already driving me crazy. CHEM is worse. The Mole Concept Is... And my HQ is cute. Her Amath can get full mark but always make careless mistakes for Emath. O.o Isn't Amath much more confusing? Why am I talking about studies again..

I wanted to watch a lot shows on PPS but they all got removed due to copyright!!! Argh totally... So I ended up watching 还珠格格 and watched Zi Wei cry and cry when there's nothing to cry for. O.o Watch 下一站幸福 the 安以轩 (what's her name In the show?) then can cry. Her eyes can speak. And she's really pitiful... T.T

I wanna eat Maggie mee for lunch but Mum don't let and she purposely saved one photo of me which looks a lot like her in her phone and insisted I look more like her than LaoBa. Hahahaha. My LaoBa LaoMa are damn cute! That day I carried my Pipa on my back and stood in front of the mirror in their room. He was puzzled and asked what I doing. I said I wanna see 这样背好看不好看 and he wanted to laugh but cannot so he 忍住 cuz he wanna act serious. His face damn funny and he said 快点去睡觉啦 when he's about to laugh. Hahaha think of it wanna laugh..

PS. GOLDGOLD AH! NEXT TIME MUST LOOK OUT FOR YEANWOON HOR! HAHAHAHA!

Jin Yi is someone I really 钦佩. She's smart but her life is just so miserable...

Argh Singtel internet... DAMN SLOW. D: OMG suddenly remember I haven't thank all those who wished me happy birthday. :] 11 days already. I realised if you wear a ring while playing instrument, it not only makes you COOL, but also helps to play better! Hahaha quite lame BUT IT WORKS MAN.

Okay I was saying ERM... THERE'S THEATRE STUDY IN VJ!!! OMG SO EXCITED! [/Edited] GoldGold said "要习惯一个人生活." 一个人有什么关系? 我是很怕一个人, 可是习惯了就好了. 久了你还会喜欢一个人过日子leh.

Sian I really hate Chem. Think of Chem I start to feel irritated and seriously I wanna burn all the notes. D: Amath Linear Law test tomorrow, 2.4km also... T T Must finish SS, bio 10 year series and Chinese revision by tonight! I must really really really NOT procrastinate already!! :'( People with the same age as me can do a lot of things at the same time and they are way more mature than me. Hais...

My 三舅妈 married to my 三舅舅 when she was 18. So their daughter is already working. And my 小舅, who's younger than my mum, has a son who's currently in his second year of university. WHAT ABOUT ME?! URGH.

When I was reading a post that I typed last year, I realised how much I hated Pipa. Somehow I still hate it now. I JUST CAN'T LEARN. I don't feel the passion for the instrument. I love the orchestra yea I DO! But whenever I pick up my Pipa at home I can't find the motivation to learn it.. Oh gosh what's happening.

I remember the 4 teachers that taught me Guzheng. When I was P1, it was 李老师 and he was the one who taught me the basics. He was awesome and humorous. There was once I fell asleep on the Guzheng and he patted me to wake me up. Then I blur blur opened my eyes then I sneezed damnnnnnn loud, even louder than HuiXin. HAHAHA!

After the transfer when I was P3, I learned GZ from 吕老师. Who's the teacher that influenced me the most because she scolded me the most. As we were in an ensemble, we were divided into 2 groups. 1st group being the pro-er ones and of course I belonged to the 2nd group. :P Then I always got scolded by her because I was one of the lousiest. :O In the end I just secretly smuggled into the 1st group by playing their melody. So from that time onwards I was damn afraid that she would find out that I was trying to ACT PRO. And I worked really hard because 1st group's parts were really much harder..

But she's amazing and I miss her until now.. T T If I remembered correctly, she left when I was P4, right after SYF just because we got Silver. That was because our WenXin (she's the lead) was suspected to have HFMD. WenXin's guzheng's string broke when we were at the back stage. Everything was in a mess...

I remembered her asking me if I wanted to take grades. She even called to ask my dad.. She told me she really hoped that I would take grades because she's confident that I would learn well and fast and she wouldn't ask anyone like this. Hais I miss you 吕老师.. :'(

The third teacher only taught for 3 weeks and he left due to some complaints. Ok I disliked him too. He drove a cool car to school and he wore cool clothes and he played cool songs but he was too fierce and sent student out of class when they made mistakes. And awesomely, I was one of those who got sent out of class. I think I purposely played like crap so I could join people outside. XD

The last teacher was the pretty teacher~ She was super pretty and I think 茉莉芬芳 is her master piece or something because she always played that in front of us. Don't pray pray hor, that's a grade 9 piece! I heard negative comments from my classmates after she performed in front of the whole school. -__- They only knew how to appreciate FAST songs because they were COOL and SLOW songs are BORING.

She was the teacher that sort of 传授 me her 秘诀 to some skills. She taught me how to create the minimum noise when the nails come in contact with the strings. I remember WenChi's YangQin teacher told me about the nails thing too. And my teacher taught me how to reduce energy needed to play some parts of the song by using some fingers ahem ahem. ^^ It is really an awesome skill!

Every time I play GZ, it just remind me of my teachers, especially 吕老师. I just remembered how much she loved us as her own children.. Every time during break time, almost everyone would go either loo or canteen. Janelle and I would stay behind.. Then we would practise with 吕老师. And she always liked to watch we two play because we really had 默契..

I miss Janelle, who was always there when I needed her.

I miss Cen Li, who knew my mistakes better than me, who giggled with me when I made a mistake.

I miss Jaslyn, who was the great listener and a great friend that laughed with me.

I miss Darine, who was so cute when she smiled.

I miss WenXin, who called before SYF and reminded us and made us all cry.

I miss Le Yi, who injured her leg and went up the SYF stage with her crutches.

I miss all of you. I miss the time I could do something I really liked. I miss the time when I was so passionate about something. I miss the time when I was actually good at something.

They all belong to the past. Let's say it once and forget it for life.

Move on baby. Life's like this.