The gap between us is getting wider. Sigh.

There is only ONE 7 August 2010 in your entire life, isn't it? Perhaps it seems like an ordinary day to you, it is really different for me.

I did not ask a lot from you, just the permission to go out. You are not giving me wishes, I know. But how can you stop others from doing that? It's really unfair! You restricted her from buying the things she promised me to buy. When your friends passed me gifts, you were unhappy.

Hey seriously, WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU? You said you're sick of birthday celebration so we will just have dinner as usual, and the cake is optional. You said I am not supposed to go out with my friends to celebrate. You were unhappy when you saw my friend's presents...

It's MY birthday! Why are you so mean?

It is... Seriously I feel like crying, and I will NOT let you see it.

I must refrain myself from liking you, or should I phrase it in another way - stop thinking about you. Okay, let's end it here, now.

为了一个人而活那多累啊。做自己会过地很快乐也很自由，不好吗？我要告诉自己，你已经不在了，不会再回来了，所以我也不该再想了。只希望以后再也不要看到你。因为我好不容易能忘记啊，就因为看到你然后。哇，不要啊，不要再记得你的存在了好不好？:(

Translation

1, 2, 3, 4, again 1, 2, 3, 4

Stars, I'm going crazy

No matter how many times I look at you, I can't see you, oh baby

Because of the tears in my eyes, all because of you

My crying face that is reflecting above the spread letters, oh baby

I promised myself I wouldn't cry again, but I'm crying again

What do I do, I don't know what to do, what to do

This is me, I don't know why I'm going crazy like this

All because of you, really because of you

I can't do anything, I

Love you as much as the stars, stars, stars, stars

I came for you to find you, you're that far shining star

Stars, stars, stars, no matter what I say

I really can't express myself

I'm frustrated now, what should I do now

No matter how many times I count, I can't see the end, oh baby

Because of all the memories that are in my heart, I think of you again

I couldn't say everything I wanted to so I say them to myself, oh baby

I want you back, I want to go back to your side

I'm pleading to you, please, I'm pleading to you

To the sky, my prayer goes to the sky

Cheer me up, cheer me up

Please, where are you now

Stars, stars, stars, stars, talk to me

Is it over? Is that it? Answer me, don't just laugh

Stars, stars, stars, stars, I'm pleading to you

Just for once, my love

Let me fly to your side

Star, star, star, ooh baby, star, star, star, oh

I love you as much as the stars, stars, stars, stars

I came for you to find you, you're that far shining star

Stars, stars, stars, no matter what I say

I really can't express myself

I'm frustrated now, what should I do now