Well well well... I have been sitting in front of the computer since 9am. (Time now: 2PM) *Yawns* Seriously I am bored to death at home. I need some fresh air!!! *Suddenly thought of this Friday's CCA* *Bang keyboard* I HAVEN'T PRACTISE!!!!
Fine. My 宝贝儿子made me die of heart attack this morning. (CORRECT JOHN?!)
Chatting with my cousin on QQ now. OMG. I finally realised that all my cousins are so damn handsome!!! *Faints* If Nerdi is 1% handsome, then my cousins are
ALL 110% handsome. So now you can compare. ALL of them are 180cm and above. And and my tallest and most handsome cousin is 193cm, and he wears specs!!!~
Hmm. Just praying hard that next year when I go back, all my 表哥表姐 will be at home then everything will be the back to normal, just like 7 years ago. Although we might not be so close anymore, after so many years. But time will definitely pull us together again. :D
外婆家的顶楼，以前总是有我们的身影。身为家里最小的，我总是有那个优先权坐上顶楼的秋千，让表姐替我推。秋千其实只是块木板和两根绳子，是舅舅替我们做的。小时候常在顶楼徘徊，生妈妈的气便坐了二姨的顺风车到外婆家去了。外婆家便似我的天堂，我的paradise.
小的时候，表哥表姐最宠我，舅舅舅妈也疼我。在外婆家，我好幸福。有大厨师三舅舅做饭，我们一群小孩子还没吃饭便已坐上桌。外婆家的桌子圆圆的，很大，足够全家人围在一块儿吃饭了。我和表哥表哥们常常比谁吃得快。虽然年纪小，可是每次都是我赢。以前可能不明白，现在总算了解，其实他们都在让着我。
刚才跟东东表哥聊了一会儿才知道，其实表哥表姐们的年龄是一个楼梯，你看看啊。
（从最小的开始）
19岁 - 宏伟表哥
20岁 - 欣丹表姐
21岁 - 东东表哥
22岁 - 燕燕表姐
23岁 - 震京表哥
楼梯楼梯！
哈哈哈。
可是。。。如今大家都分散各地。。。哎。至少我知道在他们眼里，我还是那个小小，矮矮，什么都不知道的小淘气。这就够了。我也希望永远做那个什么也不知道，傻傻的小淘气。永远躲在大人们的翅膀下，永远不要长大。
一切都该回到原点了。
虽然假期已经到了，可是我还是觉得时间不够用。总有做不完的事。。。每天困在家里都快闷出病来了。不过无所谓，我倒想病一下，让头脑暂时不要想家里（中国）的事情。好想把那5天在中国的回忆从大脑里删除。这样我也不那么伤心。唉。。。这么说呢。我总是认为中国永远都那么好，生活的节奏也不像新加坡这么快。5点多吃完晚餐后还可以到附近的公园散步。这种事你在新加坡哪儿有时间做？
不只这样。在中国，你一出门，这个阿姨你叫得出名字，那个叔叔你也认识。走在路上也多了一份亲切感。到街上去买衣服，你可以讲价钱，因为大家都认识。你说，在新加坡，可能吗？还有还有。在中国，你可以用方言(dialect)跟街上的每一个人沟通，在新加坡根本就不可以。英文才是第一对吧？这样又少了一份亲切感了。
新加坡很摩登(modern)，可是那种我喜欢的感觉没有了。一出门就得变成另一个人，一个毫无感情的人。这样天天做双面人不累吗？也许在朋友面前可以开怀大笑，但要在外人面前，人家一定会认为你这孩子没家教。
真的好想好想离开这里。再过几年呢？要是考的上大学的话就要。。。天啊，9年！没关系。7年了家里人还是这么亲切，就不信9年后会变到怎么样。也许建筑会变，但我倾信，人是绝对不会变的。也希望明年回家的时候表哥表姐们会在外婆家。好久没看到他们了，我很想他们，也知道他们也想我。哈哈哈。
P.S I'm not gonna have crush on anyone from now onwards. You all are my witnesses arh! ^^
昨晚老爹的朋友加他的家人来我家吃晚餐。哈，我和娘忙了一整天呢！嗯。
很高兴啦总之。
最近邓姑娘都在练字哦。老爹三年前买给我的钢笔再次派上用场啦，哈哈哈。我好想回家喝喜酒也。。。*叹气* 可是老爹不让啊。说就我和弟弟回去也不行呢。。。唉，好久没喝喜酒了。:( 莹娜快点结婚啦！这样就可以请我去喝你的喜酒了嘛，对不对？^^
突然想到明年中二有streaming就很高兴呢，不懂为什么。O.o 可能因为明年敬威考PSLE了，考完了就可以回国休息了呀~ 所以很高兴吧？我有点语无伦次哈哈。
最近很喜欢用中文写blog，呵呵。：）不好意思啊，忍忍吧姐妹们。
二姨问我：“荣啊，要是让你选，你要嫁新加坡人还是中国人？”我虽然还没到谈婚论嫁的年龄，可是要回答二姨的问题，我还是有想了一下。回答很简单: “中国。”二姨听了大笑起来。我只感到脸烫烫的。讨厌啦。我想啊，我要是嫁人呢。。实在不想嫁新加坡的。不知道，新加坡这个地方，除了我的朋友们以外，实在没有什么让人很留恋的。真的真的。
要是问你呢？你会选哪个国家滴啊？写在tagbox哦！！！呵呵。
（骗人家tag嘛）
I am currently spending time doing some leisure stuff at home these days. Hmm. Practising calligraphy(use pen not brush hehe), Guzheng-ing and reading``` These would calm me down and cheer me up at the same time. XD ARGH! Miss you all a lot leh!!!
I asked my dad if he allows me to go back again this December and as I expected, he said CANNOT. Sigh. It's okay, I can go back next year. Next year I'm gonna stay there for a month, not a week! Hmmph. I don't care, mum doesn't want to accompany me I also won't mind. I AM INDEPENDENT!!!!
Show you an ugly photo. -.-
Taken at the river behind my 外婆's house. ^^ I was wearing my aunt's jacket. It was super cold in China!!! 14 degree celsius only neh! Err I clipped up my fringe throughout the whole journey in China. My mum wanted me to be a 'neat' person. So... Fine... ._."'
*Yawns*
Well I think it's time to reply taggies. ^^
YINGNA: although i also dont like singapore very much
YINGNA: cheer up dude! you are back in singapore! (:
Yup BABE! I am back!!! 多谢关心啊亲爱的，我好想你哦。。
jinjing: back every months smile!!!!
jinjing: rong...why so emo???!!cheer up,next time earn money gly to everywhere you like ,maybe can go
Where got so rich.... T.T T.T
wenjing: hello rong. tags.
HEY THERE WENJING! THANKS!!!~
YINGNA: hello! How's life at china? take photos hor!
Okay``I took a lot photo leh hehehe. ^^
jinjing: and post your jouney to let us enjoyed it too!!!!
jinjing: lots thinf happened when you are away!!!
jinjing: rong!!miss youlots men!!!know that you are coming back tomo so happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
REALLY?!!~~~ SO TOUCHED. :'( Hmm I know. 'That incident' right? Sigh...
yulin: so jealous.. going back to china.. LOL...
Wanna come??? You can sit inside my luggage then I take you there hahaha.
John: 一路顺风！Hahas
So happy my son was here to tag. T.T
amanda: Rong RongRong Rong RongRong,, Rong RongRong Rong RongRong..
amanda: *BANANA DANCE
amanda: *Lols i haven''t forgotten abt the BANAN DANCE!! Hhaahas actually i rememered when i saw ur tag
What? What dance? What you talking about???? o.O
jinjing: happy trip and of course dont forget me and every one i will miss you ...miss your zi high,
jinjing: rongrong
Thanks. I miss you too. :)
YingNa: i feel happy for dust that he has a stead
Which means you are a good girl and you love him deeply because you want him to be happy. T.T
jinjing: btw i think he not as handsome as last time le
jinjing: rong i love this song
Really? Hehehe I love it too!!!^^
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I need to practise more 书法. My handwriting is going crazy. ARGH CAN'T STAND IT!!!!
我想知道，为什么。。。为什么我要来这个陌生的城市？
原本属于我的地方，变了好多好多。原本在别人眼里那活泼、淘气的我变成了大家都不熟悉的少女。就算走在街上人家也当我是个外国人。7年了。家里变了好多。外婆家少了以往的热闹。最疼我的表哥表姐们都到其他地方读书去了。。唉。
只是这短短的5天，让我感触很深。昨天是10点的飞机，所以5点多就起身了。前天晚上在和外婆、舅舅舅妈们道别的时候我哭了。其实一直都憋着泪水，告诉自己千万不准哭。不能让其他人看到我软弱的一面。但听到外婆热泪盈眶地告诉我，“孩子，好好读书，听爸妈的话”，泪水已经夺眶而出。
妈妈还在和舅舅交代事情的当而，我已经坐在车里。我不希望他们看到我这副样子，所以到车子开走了我都是低着头。很没礼貌吧。。。我在车里哭了不懂多久，把我妈也弄哭了。唉。就如表哥所说的，“7年了，你才回来一次。下次回来难道又是7年后？”我呆呆地看着他，心里真的真的很难过。7年了，人走的走，散的散。再过7年，谁还记得有我这个人存在？
震京表哥下个月就结婚了。妈妈本来想带我回家喝喜酒的，可是因为爷爷病了，所以提早回去，提早回来。爸爸绝对不可能回去的，他还得上课。所以妈妈打算12月时让我和弟弟再回去一趟。不知道啊。。。没有爸爸妈妈陪伴始终是寂寞的。
画一下人际关系图！（红楼梦吗？！)
大姨 - 守熙表哥？和 守宁表哥
大舅 - 文精表哥 和 武杰表哥
二姨 - 小珊表姐 和 智东表哥
二舅 - 震京表哥 和 欣丹表姐
三舅 - 晓燕表姐 和 震宇表弟
我娘 - 我（荣荣）和 我弟(敬威）
小舅 - 宏伟表哥
很多表哥吧？哈哈~
昨天飞机起飞的时候我又莫名地哭了。而且停不了。我妈就转过头去，不忍心看我，不然她又要被我弄哭了。突然间觉得我真的好不勇敢，而且有点多愁善感。我弟弟平时也挺心软的，这次回去都没掉一滴泪。现在想起来也好想哭。
回去才5天我有点恍然了。老是想着老家里设备，忘了自己已经身在新加坡了。可是下午却没忘了吃Ice Kachang，哈哈！电话有点问题，所以照片还不能upload. 嗯。。。总共有3百多张照片！天啊，都不知道自己这么会拍。呵呵。：） 好喜欢表哥家的狗狗，像我这种超级怕狗的人说狗狗很可爱那一定很可爱咯！对吧？
XD Went to Changi Airport with Jin Jing, Wenqi and Annabelle yesterday. ^^ Photos!
People! I will be flying to China tomorrow!~ The plane will be taking off at 15.45. : D So excited. Hmm I was planning to pack 6 sets of clothes for the 6 days there and obviously it didn't work. My mum took 3 sets out from my luggage. =.=" She said she wasn't sure how the weather is like nowadays because my 2 aunts(one from dad's side and the other from mum's side) said 2 different things...
Actually I've typed something here just now but it was lost after I clicked something wrong. AND I'm too lazy to type again... So... MISS ME AND I MISS ALL OF YOU!!! (Except Nerdi that evil spirit, WELL DON'T MENTION THAT NAME!) Dream of me every night! XD HAHA
P.S. This is the last post for this week and next week. Will upload the photos I take in China here when I come back. ^^
P.S.S If you miss me, sing my name with the rhythm of the JJ song. ^^ (J JJ J JJ J... changed to Rong RongRong Rong RongRong...)
In response to Jin Jing's latest post-
Akeelah and the Bee.
Yo Jin Jing! Here's the Dylan Chiu you looking for yea? *Hugs*
P.S I don't like his hairstyle. T.T
Perhaps I will have to emo again. Despite the happiness of flying to China this Sunday. I am not feeling excited. Lols. Mood totally ruined. I have to keep quiet throughout. What else can I do? I can't let tears roll out of my eyes in front of my family thus I have to swallow them like the way I always do.
I finally realised he's not the kind of person I thought he always is. Lols. I believe it's not a matter of time that I can forget his existence. I can forget him NOW. Yes at this moment. The kind of 'like' I HAD for him is over. Now I am starting to feel the hatred streaming in. He sucks. The friendly and KIND way I've always been treating him is not getting any thing in return. Instead I am just wasting my PRECIOUS time on stupid things.
YingNa I am in the same situation as you. This time I will not ask you to cry together with me. :D
All I have to is to get closer with my friends and forget ALL the stupid feeling. I swear I am not going to be so stupid anymore. It's seriously irritating. I am getting angry instead of sad. Lols it's funny. But that's the way I am feeling now and it's killing me. I wish I know who the girl is but it's okay. I don't care much now. I only have to make this word, Nerdi, a restriction, that goes to you too. Don't mention about him anymore. He's disrupting my life.
The hatred is still building up. Ziqing, your senior is totally right. Nerdi is not the kind of person that everybody gets along with.
Can you believe it?! 20 minutes nap lasted me till 12 am in the morning! Lols I AM STILL NOT IN BED DESPITE MY MUM + DAD'S NON-STOP NAGGINGS! My dad usually won't bother as long as I don't disturb him using PHOTOSHOP. ARGH I LOVE PHOTOSHOP XD Well it's totally different for my mum though. T.T She has been nagging since 10.30pm till now.
School these days are fun. No Nerdi, no Mole Far, no Cheesehead, no Dust, no Eagle... NO MORE! Hahaha. Saw Mole Far today. Was thinking to scream his name out loud from a distance away but then I saw Shelton and Peixian which stopped me from doing so. o.O Yingna, Manda, now I feel scared too when I see Pei Xian. Maybe she has the scary look? O.O
Okay okay, I need to go sleep now. I am gonna bang my head on the desk soon. So... BYE! AND MUARKS. XDDDDD
I watched 上错花轿嫁对郎 when I was around 5 years old and now I am re-watching it for the third time. XD It rocks!!! I LOVE IT!!! *ARGH* 鱼鱼 said she watched it before too!!!!!
Two of the main characters in the show. They are my favourite pair... Hehe. *Wide grin*
男主角叫齐天磊（聂远饰）。女主角交李玉湖（黄奕饰）。
Quote of the day
我必须承认。。。我真的好喜欢好喜欢古装戏！
