Tuesday, November 09, 2010

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I'd always thought that things are gonna be alright if I bear with the pain. I couldn't
stand the first blow that's why I tried to go back to the life I used to have. Here comes
the second blow. It was all about you but in the end, your friends had to be the
spokespeople for you. You never rise up to face those problems, instead you just left
them for me to found out myself.

I'd always thought life would be so dead and full of tears without you. Whenever the
thought of you being out of my world rises up, I will just let tears be my words of fear.
I used to sleepwell with encouraging words before I went to bed. When I tried to
stop everything for the first time, everything's so different. I woke up in the middle
of my sleep, and stared out of the windows. I thought something had happened and
I felt so lost.

I'd always thought you are gonna forget the past and accept the new. You will never
do it. Those people are more important than your life. Sometimes I wish I had never
met you in my life. All you gave me was pain and more pain.

I believe he can a better person than you. No, he is better, much better. He will
always be there and I believe time is gonna help the both of us. Time will not let the
feeling fade but make it stronger. She is from your memory and he is from my memory.
If she is gone from your heart, he will never be gone from mine.

Thursday, October 28, 2010


It's the last day of school... :'( Gonna say byebye to 2E'10. Sigh, I wonder if we students heartless or cold-blooded. Teachers always separate us when we just got bonded. SIGH.

Gonna hand in the subject combi form tomorrow. :D Pray hard it's either first or second choice or I'll have to appeal... :'(

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Staying at home everyday is definitely killing me. However, I don't think there's something for me to do if I go out. :'( Sigh. Two months of holidays... Now I start to miss EXAMS, I miss the feeling of studying and revising. At least my life is not as empty as what it is now.

I used to sleep a lot but it feels so different now. I set my alarm to 9am but I woke up at around 7+ to check Facebook using my phone. If there's new notifications I will even go comment and stuff. After that I go to sleep...

不知道为什么,我感到这么不安。睡几个小时就突然醒来,看了Facebook, 然后又睡,然后又醒。。。我真的很担心。:'(