Long time no blog. Just downloaded a blogging app so I can blog easier. (:
I am quite unhappy about my specs recently. As in.. I CANNOT SEE CLEARLY I think I need to change a new one. Yea but telling my mum is another thing cus I know she sure has a lot to say, again. So every time I think of it, I am angry. Not angry at her but myself. I'm angry that why at this age, I still cannot buy the things I want by MYSELF. Why must I ask my parents to buy the thing ME want?? It's a DUH when you're young, but I'm not young already! I am really determined to go find part time job after O's cus this damn feeling is frustrating.
So the only thing I can do is to SAVE. I shall skip meals to save the $$. I don't care. This is very irritating. Since I can't earn, I just save my pocket money.
Bro bought his set of CNY clothes for $120. His pants alone costs $119.90 and after discount it's $89.90. My top was $33 from Forever 21. When I asked if I could buy another dress or maybe denim shorts, it's a NO. And my mum still asked if my bro wanted another set of clothes. He bought his clothes from Esprit which the cheapest for guys is like $59.90. I don't even walk into Esprit to get their products cuz they are firstly not suitable for me and secondly they are too expensive.. When I wanted a pair of new shoes for $15, it's a NO too.
It's not like I'm super poor that I starve everyday, why can't I buy stuff I like?
Sigh.
Rich people get shopping money, $50-$100 per trip. My money, I SAVED them. Will you ever understand how difficult it is when it comes to this damn $$ issue? I hate it to the max when I carry pathetic amount of $$$ when I go out. I'm 17,.for goodness sake.
Realised something? Every time I go out with friends, I seldom buy clothes or anything that I can wear. Maybe bracelets or rings that's all. It's totally impossible to get a top or a pair of shorts WITHOUT asking my mum for permission. I go shopping with friends, to see them buy clothes. Lol.. -__- nevermind, I'm used to it already.
It's 1am and I can't sleep. Drank coffee just now to keep myself awake.. which resulted in this. -___-
I realised Wednesdays are gonna be busy for me. CCA 3-6pm, tuition 7-9pm. Where's my dinner?? Hmm... I'm going crazy because of the bad timing. And I'm gonna bathe after 9?! If 9.30 can finish everything, I'm gonna start hw. What if there's a test next day?! And Dumb Gold's piano lesson is on Wed right! Wah seriously... if is do something I like maybe ok but since it's not, I think I am gonna COMPLAIN COMPLAIN COMPLAIN COMPLAIN.
Shut up idiot. Time to sleep good night. Oyasumi!
New teachers were here yesterday. They were like... villagers(quoted by dumb Gold and I kinda agree). The way they dress, the way they talk.. They resemble the people I met at my grandmother's house in China, which is definitely a VILLAGE.