Life is like that,friendship,family...sigh
I made so many friends in primary school,in the end(when i P6)I still have to leave them...
What if my friends get better results and go into different secondary schools as me?...
Sigh,I've been asking this question since last year...
My friends from 6A,2006:Hong Ling,Lixin,Wenxin and 10001.They are gone now.nvm...
Friends from 6A this year,2007:Janelle,Yiling,Thiri,Joyce,Kaymin and so on(sorry if i did not list out your name).
They are leaving at the end of the year also...again
Next year,6A,2008,everyone will be leaving...fine
Everytime 6A...always 6A!
6A!!!!!!!!!!!!!
why is always 6A making me cry lar!!
(sorry if u r a pupil from 6A)
But i know 6A pupils wont be here anyway...
Friday, May 25, 2007
Thursday, May 24, 2007
Friendship has ended,fine!
Today is a day that is both sad and happy.
I do not know how to express.
Sigh...
Almost cried in school but in the end I fight back my tears.
Karman and my friendship has ended...
Maybe it will be a relief for her as she is hurt deeply and don't wish to be hurt again.
Since this is her decision,just respect.
Everyone has their own rights.
My right is that she is wrong as you know,as a friend,has the choice to make new friends and has the choice with stay with whoever they likes.
But she dislike this kind of friend,which is me.
She said that i only love new things and ignore the old ones.
Same meaning as:喜新厌旧
Yeah,i agree.
Her right is that she wants the best friend to accompany her everytime.
She had been left alone for a long time so she decided to leave me because she felt lonely and could not tolerate anymore.
Is this call friendship? My foot!
Gajing is also my friend,but she never did this to me before.
Fine,if she wants to end this friendship,okay.Let it be!
She is not treasuring this friendship too,so why should I.
I admit that I hurt her a lot but friendship must经得起考验.
Shouldn't be so fragile yet it is...forget it
I still have things to share with you but i chose not to...just keep it inside my heart,close my eyes and try to forget it.
She is a popular girl in the class...
I am not,I just get along with people already very good.
Don't need to be like her,make friend with everyone.
I still have Ashley,who i think can replace the place she is in my heart.
Ashley said that Hannah looks like not friending her this year and she needs a friend,can i be the one?
I also don't know...
Now I am going to lose another friend.
Tell you all something.
From what I see and feel,I can say Ga Jing,Kee Ga Jing is the best friend I have made.
She is the BEST among all my friends.
She is one who loves and cares about me the most.
No matter i am sad or happy,whether i want to be with her or not,she is always by my sides.
If you make friend,you must make this kind of friend.
If you make friend,you must make this kind of friend.
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
Party darlings!
This is what our dearest Mrs Kwek wrote!
I was keying in the class results, thinking to myself, it's worth it. Even if they hate me now, they'll thank me for it later. But I didn't not expect the later to be so soon. They held a surprise party for me. It's a thank you, good luck, safe trip to china and get well party. They managed to decorate the class and everything during recess and when I went up, I was totally caught off-guard.
They gave away no hints from their expression at all when I picked them up from recess. They will still very calmly walking and acting normally. There wasn't a single chance at all I could have guessed they had something up their sleeves.
In the end, I broke down. I couldn't take it anymore. Just about 2 hours I was thinking to myself it's ok if they hate me. I saw the effort they put in, I just couldn't control myself. Coupled with the fact that I've struggled internally for very long before my decision to transfer because I really want to see them through to P6.
I will really miss them a lot. This is the class that made me grow. I never knew I had so much tolerance and patience inside me until them. I never knew too when you care too much for your kids, it can be very emotionally draining.
It's also equally hard to divide my attention equally to all so that everyone feels equally loved or either that, they will feel equally neglected. Sometimes when you give more to those who need during times of need, they will think you have forgotten about them when you transfer your attention to another one who needs more.
Although I've already decided to transfer, I'm still hoping I can contribute to their PSLE as much as I can in terms of the academic work this year. I felt quite embarrassed that I turned into a sobbing mess in front of them because I'm one person who tries my very best never to cry in front of anyone, especially kids.
But I just couldn't help it. I was this close to hugging every single one of them, but I stopped myself. After I found out that they actually catered from the canteen and they all spent money on it, I cried even more. Although it's a dollar each, but this will always remain in my head. The memories that are attached to it, priceless.
I was keying in the class results, thinking to myself, it's worth it. Even if they hate me now, they'll thank me for it later. But I didn't not expect the later to be so soon. They held a surprise party for me. It's a thank you, good luck, safe trip to china and get well party. They managed to decorate the class and everything during recess and when I went up, I was totally caught off-guard.
They gave away no hints from their expression at all when I picked them up from recess. They will still very calmly walking and acting normally. There wasn't a single chance at all I could have guessed they had something up their sleeves.
In the end, I broke down. I couldn't take it anymore. Just about 2 hours I was thinking to myself it's ok if they hate me. I saw the effort they put in, I just couldn't control myself. Coupled with the fact that I've struggled internally for very long before my decision to transfer because I really want to see them through to P6.
I will really miss them a lot. This is the class that made me grow. I never knew I had so much tolerance and patience inside me until them. I never knew too when you care too much for your kids, it can be very emotionally draining.
It's also equally hard to divide my attention equally to all so that everyone feels equally loved or either that, they will feel equally neglected. Sometimes when you give more to those who need during times of need, they will think you have forgotten about them when you transfer your attention to another one who needs more.
Although I've already decided to transfer, I'm still hoping I can contribute to their PSLE as much as I can in terms of the academic work this year. I felt quite embarrassed that I turned into a sobbing mess in front of them because I'm one person who tries my very best never to cry in front of anyone, especially kids.
But I just couldn't help it. I was this close to hugging every single one of them, but I stopped myself. After I found out that they actually catered from the canteen and they all spent money on it, I cried even more. Although it's a dollar each, but this will always remain in my head. The memories that are attached to it, priceless.
I almost cried after reading...did you?...
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