SYF CO Silver

It's already 5 April and I have not post a single thing about the result of CO SYF competition. I'm quite disappointed about the the result. We won silver. Sigh... Really very disappointed. At first I thought Mandy was just joking with me but after I confirmed with other girls, I broke down. I couldn't take that fact. It's such a pity... They played very well in fact, but why a silver?! Although the first note of the song was played wrongly, they tried their best for the rest of the song! But why?! I could not control my tears the next day after the SYF again... I just couldn't take the fact. Until now I still believe that they can get Gold.

This is the first time I perform with CO but also the last time. How I wish to perform with them whenever there's a CO performance. But my guzheng teacher claimed that if the day CO is performing and there's GZ performance, just forget about performing with CO. My heart dropped. If I had known earlier, I would join CO rather than GZ. But... it can't be changed now. Haiz...

Whenever I see the CO conductor I will cry. I don't know when can I join CO again, in my Primary School life. Sigh... I have no confidence in Gu Zheng already. I don't even have the heart to aim for a silver. Seriously, I did not get so upset about something that doesn't concern my studies. But this time, CO gave me really a shock. Till today I couldn't switch my mind to my normal life. Nothing in my life is more important than CO now. My mind is full of CO CO CO.... Hmm`````

EQ Test

Your EQ is 133

You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. You are warm and open. Even when life gets you down, you're unafraid of the world and its challenges. You are comfortable with who you are. And you accept your weaknesses - as well as the weaknesses of others. While you are quite stable, you don't respond perfectly to every bad situation that comes up. But you have enough emotional intelligence to know when you need a course correction.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

Your Passion is Red!

You've got that spark - a good dose of intensity, power, and determination. You do whatever you want in life ... to hell with what anyone thinks! With so many interests and loves, you're always running around doing something new. You have fire in your eyes, and it shows. Bet you're even wearing something red!

What Type of Passionate Woman Are You?

You Are 35% Normal

You sure do march to your own beat... But you're so weird, people wonder if it's a beat at all You think on a totally different wavelength And it's often a chore to get people to understand you

How Normal Are You?

You Are 36% Weirdo

You're a little weird, but you'd be even weirder if you didn't have a few quirks. You are just strange enough to know it, but nobody else seems to notice your weirdness. That's because, deep down, everyone is a little freaky!

Are You A Weirdo?

Your Love is Represented by a Orange Rose

When you're in love, you tend to be overwhelmed and consumed by desire. You develop fascinations with people easily, and they're sometimes even borderline obsessions! You tend to come on strong. Your love is as hot as a flame.

What Rose Represents Your Love?

You Are 68% Good

You are a good person. You do the best you can to be ethical, fair, and moral. And as you know, being a good person means making hard decisions... and following them through. If you're confronted with an ethical dilemma, you will usually do the right thing. Of course you do slip up. No one's perfect. But you do your best to correct your missteps. You are also probably: incredibly honest, especially with yourself Right now you are on track to being: A respected leader To be a better person: Be kind to someone who is not very kind to you

How Good Are You?

SYF 2008 CO

TOMORROW, a very special day for me, as well as the CO members.
It's the SYF Central Judging Day. It will determine whether we will get Gold, Silver or even Bronze. Choi choi, Xu Lao Shi just reminded us not to think about the two colours besides Gold. So, yea, stop thinking about Silver and Bronze. No more no more...
And hope God will bless us and give the PRECIOUS GOLD!
God bless...
(realised I post less these days? I am addicted to games! hmm...)

HOW I WISH TO SAY SOMETHING ABOUT NO. 21!!!
Grr... but I JUST CAN'T. JUST ONE SIMPLE SENTENCE EVERYBODY WILL KNOW! BECAUSE THE ACT WAS WITNESSED BY MANY PEOPLE! AND IF I LEAK A LITTLE, MAYBE 0.001% OF THE MATTER, SOME PEOPLE WILL ALSO KNOW! ARHH, BUT I BADLY WANT TO SAY! BUT JUST CAN'T SAY... 'THEY' WILL KNOW. VERY DANGEROUS... I DIDN'T EVEN TELL GAJING BECAUSE IF I JUST SAY SOME MINOR STUFFS THEN SHE ASKS SOME RELATING PEOPLE THEN SHE WILL FIND OUT! IT'S SOOO EASY TO FIND OUT!
Ok ok, enough, I've been screaming for a long time. Enough... cannot say anything more, or else I will start to leak out things...
Shhh