Friday, July 25, 2008
Cruel?
Today, Wei Liang smiled to me several times. Sorry... I ignored him. I was just being cruel. My heart ached when I saw him smiling to me and expected an response from me. I didn't go to him neither to play or talk. As for Zhi An, I didn't even see him today and I didn't bother to look for him. Anyway... Sigh!
Thursday, July 24, 2008
They are more cruel...
Chinese Compo Prelim is tomorrow. Hmmm... Very relieved to hear that our class average is between 25-29 which means we got an average of about 8 for each component, which is something great.
Actually, I've thought through. Playing and wandering around with Wei Liang or Zhi An is useless. PSLE is the only chance to get me into a good secondary school. I have only ONE chance. If I don't work harder and get 240 then... I am definitely going to disappoint my parents. Anyway I am leaving the school next year, not going to see them next year, what for I waste my time on them? I treated them as friends and what I got in return?!
Nothing
Was quite happy that I got my 'dream' Elmo from Ms Chua for the journal. Was intending to give Zhi An as his birthday present coz his birthday is round the corner. Not only Elmo, I thought of giving away the notebook I got for the CL Compo Competition. Although Zhi Jia protested strongly, I thought of giving him. But now, I think I am not going to do that.
Just like what Ying Na told me when she saw me giving them lollipops: Do you have to treat them like that? Will they appreciate? Indeed! She's so right. I think I will stop playing with them from today onwards... Like what I did today. Zhi An was chasing Wei Liang and Wei Liang ran towards my direction. Usually I will run to him and stop him. This time I didn't. I continued walking and paid no attention to him. That might seem cruel but I think I have to do it.
Okay, I will stop here. Still have to do a Math paper later... So, bye.
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