"请讨好我"...

OH MY GOD!!! I just feel awkward. I have been reminding myself never never learn er hu but now I am in AHS CO's er hu. Sigh, now I quote:
Never say that you do not want to do something because you will definitely do it after you said you do not want to.
2007 I had been crazying about Ji Ba and I sweared I would NEVER choose AHS. But now, I got into AHS. 2008, I said I would NEVER like anyone and I liked No.21. 2009, Mum forced me to learn er hu but I want di zi so I told myself I would NEVER learn er hu, for now and forever. And very fortunately, I got into er hu. It's like all the thing have been destined.

Today I was very happy that I got into the orchestra. But after the briefing on the instruments available I was so shocked. There is no vacacy for Pipa. I was so sad and was thinking of my dearest di zi again. Haha, I thought I could learn di zi FINALLY so I placed di zi as my first choice while er hu as my second choice. I was thinking: since there're 2 places for di zi and it seemed like nobody is joining, I would easily get in. But but but, in the end, my name came under er hus. I was so SHOCKED + SAD+ DISAPPOINTED. I was thinking that this time my mum could not object me on learning the instrument and slowing I would impress her with the beauty of di zi... But the result was so shocking. And I don't know why secondary school people are so 'high'. They can scream and jeer anytime and they never look quiet. All of them are so active. :D

Thinking of my Nerdi again. Ying Na and I had been making up stories on Nerdi and her Shuai. And she acted so vividly that was very funny. Hahas... I love listening to her stories because they are simply too funny and lovable. And these days she used to say this to me: "请讨好我".
Because because:
That day Nerdi was walking behind her bro saying,"Yang Zhi Yang Zhi Yang Zhi". Then her bro turned around and scolded Nerdi 'noob'. Ying Na saw that and claimed that her bro is very closed to Nerdi. So everytime I tried to 'disobey' her, she will say : ""请讨好我" in a low voice. Haha. Oh yea forgot to tell you something happened this Monday.
Sing Chien don't scold me ah.

Ok ok. On Monday I was waiting for bus XX at one particular bus stop. Then 01 came and I saw him, yea. Then after waiting for a loooooonnnng(very long hor) time, there came the very crowded bus. It was soooooo crowded that there's no space to squeeze in. Actually I was to board the bus because I could stand on the stairs. But a malay lady came rushing towards the bus and stood in front of me. And then she squeezed in. 01 was beside her and he thought that I was boarding the bus too. But there's really NO SPACE. So I walked away and was going to wait for another bus.

Surprisingly, 01 stepped down from the bus though there was A SPACE for him and he could catch that bus and not be late. He stepped down and waited for the next bus with me. But it was until 7.03am then I realised we were going to be late for school. So I panicked. He was still calmed. Then there came a bus which I seen before but didn't know which way it was going. Then 01 pat my shoulder and said:" Just board the bus, we are late."

On the bus we met Zhi Dan, 01 and Ying Na's friend. Then we walked to school and luckily we reached school just in time. Really have to thank 01 for his kindness. He could take the previous bus and not suffer with me. But you see, what a great man he is. But but but, I am still devoted to Nerdi. :D

Next Monday I will have to stay back for CCA. First time attending CCA and learning a brand new instrument. I will have to put in more effort and give my best. Jia yous Rong Rong!!!

Prayer

Dearest Father, please help me with my future. Please help me to stop liking Nerdi number 2 and concentrate on Nerdi number 1. I know that both Nerdis look alike but please, God, I don't want myself to fall deep in love again. Please God, prevent me from liking anyone else except for Nerdi. I really don't want to like anyone again. Just because liking someone takes courage and time. I do not want to waste time on all these already. Thanks God, for granting my wish.

Praying in the Holy name of Jesus Christ, amen.

Lalalala~(AGAIN?!)

Sorry people. School has been really busy for me so I really do not have time to type here. I am bombed with homework and projects etc almost everyday. Really sorry. Might not post everyday now. :D Must 努力读书 now. :) Hahas. Looking forward to see all of you guys(and gals?) on the 23rd! Miss you all loads! Muacks! (Eww!)