Saturday, February 21, 2009
Happy B'day To Nerdi
Anyway, today is Nerdi's birthday. Let's sing him a birthday song!
Wishing you all the best in your studies and may you find your 公主 soon!

Friday, February 20, 2009
Come back to being emotional
我郑重地表示,非常坚决地表示, 也是非常肯定地表示. I am NOT going to like any boys from AHS from today onwards. No more Nerdi, no more 春s. I am not going to act happy and positive. No more. It's too tired. Looking at that WORM seducing him again and again and doing nothing about it really takes courage to face it. Friends like Ying Na Hui Wen Si Ying encouraged me a lot a lot to fight with that WORM, but I think... sigh, I won't win. So why not concentrate on studies?
And 三春, he's already a match with my good friend. So how can I 插入 and be a third person? And get so crazy over him? Actually I think I am not crazy over him, but crazy over a friend. I think I don't like him but just treating him as a very good friend. Not like Wen Qi's Dar, 冷若冰霜...
Yea, just treat Nerdi and 三春 and all other 春s as my 7 good friends that's all. Don't need to like them and get crazy, especially during recess. Because loving someone really takes up courage. You won't feel it unless you experience it yourself. I had already experienced it in the year 2007 with that Ji Ba, so I won't want to do that again with Nerdi. I have been too emotional all these whiles... And looking at him walking up the slope towards Chang Cheng really made me cry. I cried that I am going to lose him, now and forever.
But he's a good person. Perhaps he'll be happy with other girls who are far better than me. Omg, Wen Qi's dar signed in which scared me because I was quietly typing suddenly a sound... Okay, back to the topic. I want to say all these to Nerdi:
Yo Nerdi. Erm... thanks for all the happy moments you left me. And thanks for all those beautiful memories you had for me but not with me. Although it's sad to let go, but I think it's worthy. It's a good choice for you and for me. I don't need to be distracted everyday and you need not be embarrased that someone like me likes you. Yea... I wish you a very happy birthday and a fruitful year ahead. Do not remember my name. And I believe I'll know what is true love when I grow up. I am now still too young to understand. So lol, I can't determine if you are really the one I'm looking for. So, that's all. Wishing you all the best. I'll be loving you always, as one of my friends. :)
I can't believe it! I am so emotional and typed those things above! I think I'm a bit 'sort' due to the extreme heat on my forehead. Yep, I have fever. The heat went down before P.E. but then it came back again when I reached home. I hope it will go off before Monday or I'll be on MC. No... There's Pipa lesson on Monday, I don't want to miss it!
*Looking at Nerdi and my 五春's photo* Heez, Nerdi was so cute last year. My god, second time I'm feeling my heart aching. I don't know that feeling is good or bad. I'm giving up now. I can't face it any longer. 长痛不如短痛. So I'll let go. I'm letting go. I must, I have to... Sigh...

Thursday, February 19, 2009
Junk Mails... ARH
I almost have this kind of junk mail in my mailbox everyday which made me want to slam the computer. Read:
Dear Sir/Ma, Please I would like to propose to you a Personal business value the sum of US$5.5 Million. (Five Million Five Hundred Thousand Dollars).I will like you to stand as the next of kin to Our late client whose account is presently dormant, for claims here in Ouagadougou, Burkina-Faso west africa.I am interested to invest in your country and I urgently need your guidelines and assistance. Kindly take out a moment of your very busy schedule to reply this personal proposal and I will give you more details. I look forward to receive your quick and positive response.
Yours Truly,Royaume Mossi
Another one
From The Desk Of MR WASSIM DONGOThe Head Of File Department,bank of africa(B.O.A).Ouagadougou Burkina-Faso West Africa . PLANE CRASH WEB SITE...http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/world/europe/859479.stm. REMITTANCE OF US$4.5,000.000 DOLLARS
YAY I AM RICH! My goodness! Aren't they lame?! I really can use the word 'lame' on these mails. They are obviously... Yea, JUNKS!
Today, erm... I am feeling... SAD! EXTREMELY SAD! Mr Jonathon will not be teaching us Science anymore! Today is his last day teaching us... Sigh... Ivy jie and I cried in class... Sad sad sad sad...
And that WORM! THAT WORM IS TRYING TO SEDUCE MY NERDI AGAIN! EVIL WORM! EVIL EVIL WORM WORM WORM! Hate her.
I don't know what had happened to me because I feel that I am more diligent these days. Is it because I am in 1D- Diligence? Can't believe it. And somehow I don't really get insane over Nerdi that much, compared to Ji Ba. I don't really bother a lot about Nerdi and what he likes or what kind of girls he prefers. Really, I don't have special feelings for boys nowadays. Is it because I've grown up? Hmm... I don't know!

Monday, February 16, 2009
Comments?
People! I have changed the alignment of my blog! Erm, if you find it troublesome to scroll down to the tag box, please tag and tell me. If you think it is okay to scroll up and down because this layout is better, please leave your comment too. Thanks I need all your opinions! :)
P.S. Feeling very tired after a whole afternoon of Pipa training. I have no energy left to type a long post about what happened today. So just keep this post short but not sweet. I need to quickly finish my D&T homework and revise for Literature Test tomorrow... After that I will go to sleep. Hope I can finish all these before 10pm... Really very sleepy. *Yawns*

Sunday, February 15, 2009
Untitled. WHO SAYS THAT?!!!
Feeling lethargic, and bored at the same time. Although I have not finish my Math worksheet 3.2b. I couldn't carry on further because I will fall asleep doing it. *Yawns* Lazy to go to school tomorrow because I need to carry the 5+kg Pipa along with me... Arh! Why is it that heavy?! My arm will dislocate soon...
Oh yea, forgot to tell you all. I've transferred to Pipa from Erhu. Because I have no confidence in myself learning Er Hu and I don't want to waste $$$ again. Whole package of Er Hu costs about $600 plus. I've already wasted $$$ on Gu Zheng so don't wish to waste again. And somemore the Er Hu teacher is so fierce! *Cries*
Actually, before I chose the instrument, I wanted to learn Pipa. But the CO president said that Pipa section will not be taking in any Sec 1s. I was so crestfallen that time. So I placed Er Hu as my second choice and Di Zi as first. So I got in Er Hu.
Last Monday, I went to speak to the CO president if I could change instrument and she said yes! I was quite elated so I told her I want to join percussion. But she said there're too many people in percussion so cannot. She then recommended me to join Pipa. I was so shocked! I thought she said no intake of Sec 1s this year?
It's a long story~ Long long story and I am too lazy to type... Hmmm. Damn it! I have not finish my Math worksheet! Love you all! Bye
