A Sad Feeling

Saw one of my friends on the home from Shing Song at about 7pm +...
She was with someone, a boy.
I was pulling a trolley behind me. My mum was carrying her handbag and using her handphone.
I dropped the trolley and the groceries fell out onto the ground.
My mum was saying,"What happen to you? See your friend then become soul-less?"
I was trying to explain,"Erm..no. Just long time didn't see her since we last met."

My mum is definitely MY mum.
She was telling me,"Now you must concentrate on your studies. After you get into university, you can find someone that you like. And now, just study. You can find someone you are always finding. Correct?"

I was nodding all the way. People around me are really 幸福. Yeah.
Not that I want to have bf right now... In fact I don't want. I just want to concentrate on my studies at this very moment.

I'm going to leave BGRs to my future, not now. What's most important now is my studies, the only way out. So no matter how much I like Nerdi, I must not get obsessed. What should I be doing, I must still do.

Still feeling sad.

P.S. AHS Founder's Day 2009 photos below.

Photos. Enjoy!

Nothing to talk about. Had fun today. That's all. Lazy to post. Go read Ying Na's post. She wrote all about today. :D

Vanessa. : D She looks so cute. :)

(From left) Ying Na, 'Joyce' and Hui Wen

CAUTION! YY IS BULLYING A GIRL!

Mr Yao. :D Another Ms Chong.

This pair was walking very close throughout the walkathon.

The one posing: Clara, Hui Wen's friend.

During the walkathon. We are really colourful...

Near the MRT Station.

Look at how far we were from the 3 teachers in front.

Craps for Today. TOMORO'S MEI MEI'S BDAY!

Just reached home. Yawns... Exhausted. = O =

Took bus home with Ying Na today. And we walked to the bus stop with Zi Qing through Main Gate. Before that, we chatted on the swing with Hui Wen. :D Had a great time.

Oh yea, some names we created for our *ahems*.

Ying Na's

* Green *(Can't tell)
Zi Qing's

King Smell Knot

Hui Wen's

Mole Far

Nerdi

Basin Near Open



Lols. Hui Wen's ahem has the funniest name. Mole Far.



Finally finished all my presentations. I was the second to present for Chinese. Because my Chinese teacher said if you do it today she will give the highest mark. I told Freda I don't want to be first but I'm fine with being second. So Huang Lao Shi picked Jason first. After that, she asked if anyone wanted to present or she'll start lesson.



I don't want to start on 课文 because the time was 9.45am, I couldn't 撑 until 10.15am. So I decided to raise my hand. Yea, I'm second. And I could tell that people got really bored while listening. Because I presented 2 stories. After the first one, they started to chit chat among themselves. : D But whatever it is, I've done my best. Yeah.



Hmm...

Another hmm...

Another hmm...



I am wondering why Nerdi is always emotionless or sad with me this devil around. I told you that day after school he glared at me, in an emotionless way. He is always like that. :( Today, he was about to sit at the table next to me, before he placed his plate on the table, he stood up and walked to the table in front of me. : ( And he ate in an emotionless way.



Nerdi is always so cheerful. So happy. But today, it seemed like he's sadly eating. Although his friends were around him. : ( I don't know. Just feel sad because he turned emotionless whenever he saw me. It's like: He was chatting happily with his friends. I was looking at him. When his eyes met mine, he turned emotionless.



What is happening?! Is it because I'm really annoying? Perhaps. Because I hate people looking at me in that way. A bit disgusting and irritating.



Oh yeah. Saw one of my P2 classmates walking home while on bus with Ying Na. He was wearing Bedok View uniform with a Nike sling bag. He's still so noob, just like in the past. I can recall what I did to him. Lols. I bullied him to hell. ;D With Alicia, one of my best friends.



He was in the same class with me in P2, in OEPS. And he came to OEPS at the beginning of my P2 year. He was from Philiphines. And he didn't have to take Mother Tongue. So he was like Neel, staying with us during Chinese lessons.



I don't know why. I just felt like he's very irritating, because he looked really NOOB. And he wasn't good at English. He could only speak very basic English. If he wanted to go toilet, he would say,"I go there." And then pointed at the direction where toilets were. Then Alicia and I would laugh and say he's really stupid.



There was once he sat beside Alicia. I was so glad that that was a great chance to bully him. Alicia knew what I was thinking and always pinch him during lessons. He's really a coward that time that he didn't dare to tell teacher. So Alicia and I just ganged up and bullied him as far as we liked.



After about a week, my class's most active boy, Tat Heng(Roger's friend), befriended him. I was so angry that time. Because now he had a 靠山. Tat Heng was very good at his studies and always help him. And he told teacher about Alicia and me. : (



Lols. I remembered I was the class monitress that time. My form teacher only told me not to do that again and that's all. Hahaha, recalling all these made me think how bad I was in the past. :D *Ahem* I don't think I'm very good now... :D Lols. Share with you this:



There was 2 spring couplets hanging down from the 4th floor of lower sec block to the 2nd floor. So they are really long. Yea. There was one part from my favourite show, that is DAMN romantic. It says that the man slide down from the couplet and propose to the girl he loves. (Maybe I'll upload that episode and show you all. It's really cool!) I asked mei mei during assembly when I saw the couplets hanging down. I told her the scene in the show and asked what would happen if the man is Nerdi.



Her response was: Before he slides, his specs would have dropped off.



I laughed.



I told Ying Na and Zi Qing. They were eating marshmellow when I told them. Zi Qing almost choked. Lols



We were making up stories yesterday. There was a pillar in front of my classroom. And Zi Qing said Nerdi climbs up the pillar and stands near the railing to propose. I took the roses and ring but push him down. Then he lands on the floor dead. But Ying Na said,"Should be like this. Halfway he's falling, he opens his parachute and said,'Luckily I prepared.'"



We all laughed. :D

Adaptors

I admit I'm really an unorganised person. Lols. I've lost 3 USB Adaptors(Is it call adaptor or connector?) and today I finally found someone who uses the same adaptor as me. She's Yu Jie, my mei mei. : )

My handphone and my MP3 shares the same USB Adaptors. So I had 2 adaptors at first. After my mum got a MP3 for her birthday last year, I realised I could use her adaptor too. But after a month, I lost her adaptor.

Some months ago, I think should be last year, my MP3 adaptor was still with me. After my birthday last year, I lost it. So I was left with my handphone adaptor. And at the beginning of this year, I bought a SD card(memory card) for my handphone. So I stopped using my handphone memory and used the card instead.

Due to this fact, my handphone adaptor was gone. : (
I'm feeling really sad right now... Because my SD card is corrupted and originally it has a huge capacity, but after it's corrupted, the capacity is only 18KB. Funny huh? Yeah. I format the card but the capacity is still 18KB. So I'm desperate to find my adaptors... I knew they are in the house but I just can't find. : ( SAD!

I hate Chinese lessons. TOTALLY. My Chinese teacher speaks in a monotonus(is this the word?)way. No wonder Nerdi said he had a hard time last year. Because my Chinese teacher was his form teacher last year. : D Lols. I wanted to finish Chinese presentation as soon as possible. So that I won't have to struggle for all the presentations. But... She did newspaper article and 课文 today.

Saw Nerdi before assembly today. He was 'alighting' from concourse and swinging his earpieces(as usual). Zhi Jia told me that Ji Ba is better(looking) than Nerdi. What are your views? : ) I myself think Nerdi is better. At least taller and WHITER than Ji Ba. Lols. Today Ying Na they all stayed back for St Johns. Oh dear, uniform groups are really tiring.

This Friday would be AHS Founder's Day. We will be going to school at 8am+ and be dismissed by 10am+. Sad... Upper Sec is dismissed by 12pm+. The saddest thing is... we will be divided into groups for the walkathon. BUT! It is according to:

CCA

Omg! Nerdi is in Sports & Games, I'm in Performing Arts, 2 Chun, 4 Chun, 5 Chun and 7 Chun are in Uniform Groups. Ying Na, Zhi Jia they all in Uniform Groups... OH DEAR! WHAT A STUPID GROUPING!

EMBARRASED! ARH

OH MY GOD!
I am embarrased to DEATH!

My mother was sending my brother to tuition just now and wanted me to get down immediately to help him take his bag home. So I didn't change and just ran out of the house like that, with my ugly clothes somemore! I was wearing a T-shirt, with a big rabbit holding an umbrella, and yellow + orange stripes as the background. Which is... CHILDISH isn't it?

I ran out of the house without a second thought, because I knew he's late for tuition. After I got out, I heard my neighbour cleaning the corridor. I thought it was probably the Auntie. When I reached the lift, I turned around... I realised it's the Kor Kor cleaning. : ( And I just ran out like crazy and with ugly clothes. MY GOSH!

When the lift was there, when the doors opened... OMG again... 3 super handsome boys were in there. One of them was hugging a basketball. The one nearest to the buttons asked,"Are you going down?" I nodded and got in. It was so embarrasing in the lift... And the time in the lift was really long...because I live at the 13th floor.

Okay okay, I am definitely going to scream at my brother later when he gets back from tuition. For causing me to get into this kind of embarrassment.

Crap for Today

Sad... Sad... Another sad...

Actually not feeling really sad. But a bit sad. Because Senior(like what Ying Na called her ahem) glared at me today after school. Lols? Sing Chien I owe you 50 bucks. I'm going to talk about Nerdi now. : D

I don't know. I was staying with Jin Jing Jie because I'm really worried about the deduction of 2 marks from our project if we didn't hand in the CD Rom to the teacher by 5pm today. I couldn't sit still and eat that time. I was wondering about, thinking about the place to sell CDs and if I would be going home to get my CD Roms.

Yeah. I was walking around the table, thinking of a solution to the CD thing when I saw someone looking at me. So I turned, then... Nerdi was looking at me, there's no smile across his face. He's quite fierce and he looked really angry. I shot a glance at him and quickly turned back, with my heart thumping away madly.

After the CD thing was solved, I decided to look for Hui Wen to ask if she saw Wei Lin, my Pipa mate. : ) After I asked her where Wei Lin was, I went up to Wei Lin. Before I reached her, I saw Nerdi walking towards me. Yeah, again my heartbeat increased. Then I kneeled down on the floor opposite Wei Lin because the bench which was supposed to be there was taken away.

Nerdi stopped walking by then. And through the corner of my eyes, I saw him staring at me for a while, then turned back and 'tortured' one boy that was sitting at the table behind Wei Lin. I was so shocked. Is he going to scold me or what??? Why must he glare... And he's really fierce. I always thought he's really friendly but... :'( Nevermind...

One photo taken from Jolin's blog. People come and take a look at how CUTE/ADORABLE Nerdi was when he's Sec1!

(Like the hundredth time I'm saying this. Click the image for larger version)

Oh yeah. One funny thing. When we were on the way to Geog Room, Jin Jing Jie was carrying my "Bao Bei" (Pipa). She was complaining that it is really heavy when Yi Kun showed up. So I recommended her to pass my Bao Bei to Yi Kun. Unbelievably, he took it! : O Lols.

After walking for about 30 sec, he asked,"Is the instrument played by girls or boys?" Then I answered,"Girls." He rolled his eyes. There was a crowd in front of us, I think 2 classes walking back to their classes after lessons. Then he hugged the Pipa and started running. : D Lols, too embarrasing to carry a girly stuff in front of crowds, another LOLS.

Okay okay. Ying Na did something funny today too. : D hahaha! I can't help laughing while typing!

Wu Chun was behind me and I didn't know. Then Ying Na was between a crowd including Hui Wen, Zhi Jia, Ashley and TANIA?!!! I was standing alone, I forgot what I was doing there. Ying Na was 'bouncing', yeah the word 'bounce' is the best I can think of', saying "Rong, Rong, Rong Rong, Rong..." with her eyes shooting left(to me) and right(to Wu Chun). I didn't know so I turned around... OMG. Wu Chun was facing me, so CLOSE. :) And his glasses is blue, lols.

That's all I think, for today. Love you all. :D Love this blog. Won't make it dead unless I really don't have time. :)

Sad

What the...
23% battery remaining... I'm using the com in the kitchen right now. And I think almost everytime I use com in the kitchen I'll heartbreak. Yea... Indeed
The third time I'm using my com in the kitchen this year, and the third time I'm heartbroken.
Sad... Feeling sad...

Hate them ALL

What the hell...

I decided to do my online assignment today but then... IT'S DUE YESTERDAY! And that idiotic thing is counted towards CA.

Okay okay, whatever. I really hate all this. Hate AHS. It sucks man.