梦醒时分

One of Sing Chien's craps inspired me really much.
He said,"You are a girl. Guys should be the ones to act first."
This sentence has been lingering in mind for a few days.
I agree with him : )
So stop Nerdi-ing Rong. You are a girl. Girls shouldn't be too 主动.
Okay. *Clearing my mind*
I'm Nerdi free!
I fell in love with the song Joselin sang for the 1st round of the CSS finals.
Enjoy!
(Fish Leong isn't the 原唱者 by the way.)

梦醒时分

你说你爱了不该爱的人

你的心中满是伤痕

你说你犯了不该犯的错

心中满是悔恨

你说你尝尽了生活的苦

找不到可以相信的人

你说你感到万分沮丧

甚至开始怀疑人生

早知道伤心总是难免的

你又何苦一往情深

因为爱情总是难舍难分

何必在意那一点点温存

要知道伤心总是难免的

在每一个梦醒时分

有些事情你现在不必问

有些人你永远不必等

Those in pink are words I find that can describe my feeling right now.

Nerdi all the way! GO!

Nothing special happened today.


Went down for recess but didn't see Nerdi.


Only after a while he came down.


I was complaining all the way, lol.


At least, he smiled.


That'll be 最大的安慰.


Hope that he won't be so moody next Monday. ; )


By the way, I've decided to be a SC.


Just a try. I don't even know if I can pass the interview.


That's all. Short post today...


Because I am really sleepy after listening to some songs... *Yawn*


Some pictures to share :)

This is a lawyer's head. I showed this to Meimei and her response was:

1st response- "Are you drawing mangosteen?"

*I rolled my eyes*

2nd response- "I GOT IT! IT'S COCONUT!"

Lol...

This was what I found in 4J classroom, the first table on the left.

This person drew this which caught my attention.

It was sooooo cute!

This is the Merlion.


Pikachu.


Stick-men fighting

Lol... I have no idea what that is. It says 'holy ray'?

Oops, Meimei's pen and eraser were tied together by the evil me. Muahaha.

I think I've decided.

I'm giving Nerdi up.

I believe that's the best choice.

To keep his smile and smiles of my friends.



His smile is slowly fading and now I see him smile less.

My presence is a fault.

Totally.

So I should leave.

Leave his world...

So there'll be no "Rong Rong" this person appearing in his memory.

That's a happy ending at least. :)

Good luck in whatever you do Nerdi!

This is for you: (Like what Ying Na wrote to her Senior.)



爱上你, 是个美丽的错误...



第一天来到圣公会, 我还是个懵懵懂懂的女孩.

不敢放开胸怀, 接受眼前的一切

不敢放开以前的痛苦, 把自己关在一个没人进得去地方

直到你的出现...



你的笑容令我忘记过去

你的体贴带我脱离痛楚

你的无奈令我对你感到怜悯



你快乐

我为你高兴

你伤心

我为你哭

你得奖

我为你鼓掌

你生气

我想替你打抱不平



你牵着别人的手

我只能默默地看着

虽然心已经在流泪

但我发誓, 绝不让你看到软弱的我



你心痛的时候

我只能偷偷地为你祈祷

希望你能重展笑颜



我感谢上苍, 让我认识你

认识你, 是我一生的幸福

认识你, 是我永远的快乐

认识你, 是我永恒的回忆



从今以后

你的世界里没有我

我的世界只有你的影子

没有你的存在



我真的真的还想看到你笑

我真的真的还想看到你没见过我的时候

那么的自由

那么的幸福

那么的快乐



你一定要快乐哦. 我会永远在你背后

无论你做什么, 对或错, 我都站在你这一边

因为,

你是我的朋友...



Man... I can't believe I wrote something like this.

Totally can't believe it. I was a bit out of my mind just now. Yep, was emo-ing for a while till I finished the above.



Lols.

Oh yeah. I received the student counsilor nomination form today. I was thinking of a way to reject the teacher. I've been thinking over and over. I really don't know should I or should I not be a SC(student counsilor, not Sing Chien). You know, Nerdi is SC too. If there's camp or stuffs like that, am I going to hide and run like mad?



Also, considering my studies. I am now getting 74% for my overall. Am I going to drop further till I get 60? And, what if camps, I'm grouped with Nerdi? Then what? Die? Feel embarrased and... die. The best word I can think of. Yeah, DIE.



I will be considering. Because SCs have advantages.

1. Outstanding because they are wearing red ties.

2. Can stop people from smuggling food up to their classes from the canteen.

3. Can act cool because they are 'student leaders'

4. Teachers love SCs

5. Basically they are cooler than ordinary students.



I will discuss with my parents tonight. And if Ying Na wants to be I will not hesitate and sign the form immediately.

Okay... Give me comments.

Should I be a SC?
	Yes of course
	No, I don't think it's a good idea
	Anything, it's up to you
pollcode.com free polls

Nerdi's not around.

I'm a bit worn out today. Hmm...
I drank the weird weird soya bean drink but not any solid food for lunch.
Ying Na ordered food from Chinese Kitchen stall. I can still remember what she ate.
Because she bought the food and placed it on the table while I drank. Then she headed for her drink. During the period of time, I 'helped' her cut her food. 1 hot dog, 5 cut tomato sausages and 2 海鲜豆腐(I like it too!)

After that, we went to the swing outside the church. That's like our weekly routine. We always chat there. About half an hour, I felt like vomitting. Weird weird feeling. A bit heartache(not the 'heartbreak' heartache) and a bit wanting to vomit. It's worse when I read my book while Ying Na slept.

I told Ying Na then we decided to walk around the school. After the walk, I really got better. LOVE YOU YINGNA! *Muacks*

Oh yeah, we went to the library too, with Felicia. When we almost reached the library, we had to walk past Ying Na's Senior's class. He was engrossed in his work and listening to music at the same time. After going to the library, we had to take the same route back. SO...

Wait. When we were in the library, Ying Na talked although I 'jinked'(a kind of game) her. Her forfeit was to shout her Senior's name when she walked past his class. She did the forfeit, not shouting the name but mumbled. Lols. However! He did look out of the windows. Since that was a great chance, I said,"Ying Na(emphasizing on the name), don't walk so fast!" That time her Senior was staring out of the windows like those puzzled people. His face was damn funny!

Putting all these aside. Today I only saw Nerdi in the morning. He was gone during recess and after school. I totally have no idea where he had gone the whole day. :((((((((( I have to go now so... okay. Love you all!

P.S. Karm's new name--- Karmy. People please call her that!~ : D

YINGNA!

MRS EGGIE YING NA!

REMOVE MY LINK FROM YOUR BLOG!

QUICK!!! NOW!!!

OR DUST WILL FAIL HIS O'LEVELS!!!

YING NA QUICK!!!....

I beg you... : ((((((((((

Lols. Above was for Ying Na.

Talk about today.

Hmm... Well... I have to delete my posts first, before Nerdi got my link from Ying Na's blog. Okay, I shan't talk anymore about Nerdi and now I just keep my mouth shut for a few days.

I must tolerate... I must not post...

P.S. I set my blog formatting to "1 post" only. So don't bother to scroll down.

TODAY~

My hands are torn apart by now. Lol. I'm exaggerating. I'm really tired. *Yawn*

Talking about today. Hmm... The most exciting part was the time when we were at the Indoor Sports Stadium. I was sitting with Ying Na on my left and Hui Wen on my right. We were all teasing Hui Wen about Zhi Yuan before the events started. Who knows Zhi Yuan fractured his left ankle afterwards.

Most of all. Nerdi glared at me.

You are going to say,"AGAIN?!!"

And I'm now answering. "Yes."

He's always like that.

The previous sports spetacular, he glared at me. He was grinning and merrily pushing his friends. When he found out I was looking at him, his whole expression changed. Into a very serious one. Hmm... I was so happily gazing at him. But then it turned out to be, such a sad ending? I wanted to scream all the way back to class that day...

However, I had the same feeling today. I screamed all the way back to canteen, while walking with Amanda. : ( Nerdi was showing that face again. :'( He was looking away, but with a weird expression. A very angry one.

Okay, it's okay. I don't mind. I will also find someone irritating and stupid, staring at me with a blushed face and crazying. So standing in his position and think in his view, I'm the one at fault. Lol. I should have more self-control over myself next time.

1. NO blushing
2. NO screaming of 'Nerdi Nerdi!!!'
3. NO shivering hands
4. NO fast heartbeat
5. NO losing of concentration/focus

I know I'm not going to do them all. Haha!

Oh yeah. Today I daydreamed through the whole EL lesson. I meant just staring at the worksheet and recalling the expressions Nerdi possessed. I kept thinking and wondering what the expressions meant and how I would feel if I was with that kind of expressions.

I was really dreaming, paying no attention to teacher. Oh my goodness, I'd really lost my mind that time.

Okay! What's my priority?! STUDIES! OKAY! SHUT UP ON NERDI.

P.S. Lols, my bro showed me 张老师's comments on his Chinese compo: 经"高人"指点, 对吧?继续努力
Haha. I was sort of wrote the whole compo for him. -.-/// And I can't believe 张老师 gave such lame comment.

P.P.S Read Ying Na's previous post on her Senior. OMG! I cried.