Saturday, April 25, 2009

Assessment Book Joy

Yay! My mum got the math assessment Jin Jing recomended me to buy!

I was thinking about going to Tampines Mall to get it myself but she said I need to stay home to coach my bro. : ( So I wrote the title of the book on a slip of paper and kept it in her wallet. I thought she would definitely forget all about it. Who knows, she called just now and said that she'd gotten the book! Yay! More assessments coming up and I'm prepared. I can't always fail my Math! : )

Quiz!

One test cheered me up : ) I did half of the test last night and some this morning...


01. What have you been doing recently?
Revising for tests, thinking about Nerdi and fooling around the house.
02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Never. Only when the battery is flat then it will automatically turn off.
03. What happened at 10.00am today?
Discussing the "Character Study" for Lit and thinking about Recess.
04. When did you last cry?
A week ago? Can't remember
05. Believe in fate/destiny?
Yep. Fate brought me to AHS but destiny just doesn't let me like Nerdi. Lol.
06. What do you want in your life right now?
Good grades and happiness : )
07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
Not only do I carry an umbrella when it rains, I carry an umbrella when there's sun.
08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
My Piglet(love it!), tortoise, ultraman(lol) and Kitty(it's a Hellokitty but I called it Kitty).
9. What bottom are you wearing now?
I'm wearing AHS uniform.
10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
My phone's charging so I'm lazy to plug it out and check. : )
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
NO. 简单就是美.
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Huh? Of course not.
13. What was the last movie you caught?
I haven't been movie-ing for a long time. I believe the last movie's HSM3.
14. What are you proud of?
My guzheng skill. (Proud!)
15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
PHONE'S CHARGING!
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
Huh? I really don't have any idea for that...
17.Do you have any nicknames?
Rong. That's what everybody calls me. Even my Pipa teacher. : )
18. What does your last received text message say?
...My phone's... CHARGING!
19. What time did you go to bed last night?
I believe it's about 10.30pm...
20. Are you currently happy?
A bit.
21. Who gives you best advice?
My parents.
22. Do you eat whipped cream out of a can?
Nope... -.-
23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
Nobody?
24. Is anything bugging you right now?
My mind's quite empty
25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
Ying Na...
26. Do you wear toe socks?
No... But my dad has a pair of it. :D
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
I believe it's Ying Na.
28. Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Yes... : (
29. What annoys you most in a person?
Erm... Procrastination
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
Isn't it obvious?
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
What?...
32. What is the colour of your room?
White. But I once begged my mother to paint it pink, muahaha.
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
This is a crap question. As if I have the potential to do that.
34. Do you believe in the saying : talk is cheap?
Huh huh?
35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?
My mum... She felt asleep on my bed after dragging me out of my bed this morning.
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
Long time since my last hug, I believe it's Huang Xin.
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
I'm still pure.
38. Do you have a life?
Lol. Yes.
39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt die?
I never think someone die.
40. What is the reason behind your profile song?

Hmm... Nobody is perfect.
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?

My bro...-.-

42. Last time you smiled?

Yesterday...I think so

43. Have you changed this year?

Yes. Into a secondary school student! : D

44. What are you listening right now?

Love story by Taylor Swift

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?

Yes. My bro. He's begging me to let him watch TV.

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?

Who walks with his/her eyes closed?!

47. Is there a quote you live by?

珍惜眼前的一切

48. Do you want someone you cannot have?

No. 勉强没有幸福

49. Have you ever played an instrument?

4岁 Electric piano, the keyboard. But I forgot all about it. :D

7岁 Learnt violin for about 1 week and abandoned it totally. Hahas

9岁 Gu Zheng! My life!

Now... Pi pa

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?

To sneak out of the house to buy bubble tea. : )

51. What are you doing last night at 11pm?

I had fallen asleep...

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?

Huh...

53. What song best describe your love life?

黛玉葬花

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?

I'm not sure...

55. Who always make you laugh?

My friends.

56. Do you speak other language other than English?

Chinese. -.-

57. Favourite website(s)?

People's blogs

58. What's your middle name?

Huh? Rong?

59. What are you doing tomorrow?

Revise and com-ing

60. What do you think you are like?

I'm not going to crap about myself...-.-

61. Who will you choose to die with?

I rather die alone

62. Where have you been today?

Around my house...

63. What game do you play often?

MAPLE. 0.O

64. Who are you missing right now?

Nobody...

65. If you have to choose between friend and love, who will you choose?

Depends.

66. What are you doing right now?

Crying while watching 'I'm Not Stupid 2'

67. Which primary school are you from?

YNPS.

68. Name 3 colours that you like?

White, pink and black.

69. What emotion you like to show?

Erm... I don't know

70. What is your life to you?

Something precious?

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?

Think it over.

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?

I didn't sign in MSN today.

73. Who do you admire most?

Erm... My dad. He knows all kinds of art. And he's best cook in my family. Although he NEVER do household chores, sometimes if my mum's sick, he will do it WHICH WILL BE BETTER THAN MY MUM. And he's very very good at choosing stuffs because he has very high expectations.

74. Which month are you born in?

August.

75. How are you feeling right now?

Sad... Because I just finished watching 'I'm not Stupid 2'

76. What is the time now?

10.45am

What kind of person do u think the one who tagged you is?

Nobody tagged me. I copied and pasted the quiz myself. : D

78.What colour did you use to dye hair?

Err... I didn't dye my hair but if I am allow to, I'll dye it brown. : )

79. Why are you doing this test?

For fun.

80. What do you do when you're moody?

Play guzheng, the best solution ever.

81. At which age you wish to get married?

After 25.

82. Who is more important to you?

Family and friends.

3. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?

Confess to Nerdi first then spend the rest of the day alone to think about my childhood.

84. Who is the person you trust the most?

There're a lot I trust.

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?

Yes.

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?

I want 10 more dreams to come true : )

87. What is your goal for this year?

Get into 2A-2D next year so I have to go to Upper Sec Block to study!

88.Do you believe in eternity love?

Of course.

89. What feeling do you love most?

Happy...o.O

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?

Yes. That's why I hate to stay in my classroom where there's no air-con.

91. What feeling do you hate most?

Embarrassed

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?

I don't think so.

93. Do you believe in God?

No. I'm not a christian.

94. Who cares for you most?

Family and friends.

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

Anything that's mine.

96. What will you bring when you fight?

Gun. Hahas

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?

Chose to learn erhu instead of guzheng in AHSCO.

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?

Sad...

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?

I will give him up, because he doesn't worth my love.

100. How do you feel now?

Sad... After watching... yeah, 'I'm not stupid 2'

Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by& cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people. So here goes:

1) Wahaha! Ying Na

2) Hui Wen

3) Yu Lin

4) John son

5) Amanda (Lim)

6) Amanda (Liew)

7) Wen Qi

8) Drumrolls... The last name... Hmm... MANDY! MUAHAHA!

Friday, April 24, 2009

:)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

: ): ): ): ): ) *Change side* ( :( :( :( :( :
You can tell from the smiley faces that I'm really happy today. It was the happiest Friday since January this year. : ) Just because, the smile returned to Nerdi's face. : D I thought he's really moody these days.


However, Ashley is really stuck to him. But it's okay. I don't really mind. Being a friend she has a right to talk to him. Just she doesn't go to him and confess. If she really tells me one day that she falls in love with Nerdi, then I will not definitely not going to let that pass. I am not sure what I would do.


She asked a lot of people what I will do if she likes Nerdi. I wasn't sure last time. But I have the answer now. : ) The only thing I'll say to her will be,"Are you my friend?" If she's really my friend, what must she like Nerdi AFTER I told her that I like him? If she falls in love with him before me, I will shut up. But the fact is, I told her and she still do it, then that's not something nice to meddle with.


Whatever it is, I'm not going to care what she's doing to Nerdi. Hui Wen told me,"One day she's your friend, she's always your friend. No matter what she does to you, she's still your friend."


Before she said this, I was very angry. After she said this, and after thinking through for a long time, I find that... she's totally right. No matter what she does, she's still my friend. If Nerdi and her really love each other, I would definitely wish them happiness. : ) No matter what happens, 那份友情不会变. I will not let one Nerdi becomes the obsticle we have to overcome to stay as friends.


I still remember the time, the misunderstood I had with Ying Na, over... 02... -.- This time it's Ashley... Hmm... I really don't know what's right and wrong.


Somehow I'm emo-ing again... :'(

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Today

I believe Nerdi didn't go to school today. Lol, I could tell Ashley was panicking. Whatever, I'll just close both eyes and just swallow the tears.

(I twisted this story a bit) Today I saw a couple sharing ice-cream. They were both secondary school students. I was totally disgusted by them. I never thought being together is something that's so disgusting. I always thought being together is something that's really romantic. But after today's incident, I swear I'll just stay single for the rest of my school life. Lol, I know I'll stay single even after school life because nobody will like me this kind of person. : DDDDDDD

Anyway, I'm happy with my school life. I suddenly feel that teachers aren't so scary. Today, my Science teacher sat beside me during the presentation. Freda was staring at me with wide eyes. : ) I suddenly felt she's so motherly. And when we were all doing 报章读后感, my Chinese asked me to help her with the sweeping. -.-/// Who asked me to be the 清道夫today. I was called due to Freda's '清道夫阿姨'. Lol...

Mei Mei was telling me this when I rushed my 读后感.
Mei : I feel so sian when I think of table tennis.
Me: HUH?! I thought it's your life?!
Mei: I have been playing it for almost... 10 years. And I'm getting sick of it.
Me: 10 years... Hmm... You are currently 14, then you started playing when you are... 4 YEARS OLD?!
Mei: Yea... *Sigh*
Jin Jing: Very long eh! 10 years!
Me: Very long meh, I started learning how to walk at the age of 2... Earlier than you!
*Laughs*

Lol... I'm feeling more and more sleepy after typing. :( Was glad to hear Yang Cheng's recording through the phone. He said, "Thank you for the lollipop Rong Rong. Terima Kasik(Don't know how to spell)!" Bored. Ying Na hasn't online... *waiting*

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

MP3!

MY MUM CONFISCATED MY MP3 PLAYER!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SAD..............................................
I kept it in my bro's drawer yesterday, and today when I wanted to retrieve it, it was gone.
I was rumaging through my bro's stuffs to find it. After a while, my bro came into the room and said,'Don't waste your time. It's in Mum's drawer.'
I immediately shouted 'damn it'!
Now I'm 'bankrupt'... : ((((((((((((
MP3............................................................................................ :((((((((((((((((((((((

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Short post short post

Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened.

This sentence has occupied my life these days. I simply can't get rid of it. Hmm...
Well... I didn't get to see Nerdi during recess today. I was doing some NE things with Jin Jing and other NE ambassedors from other classes. There was one very helpful 'Ah Boy'(as what he allowed me to call him) who helped me with the painting. He's very cute, even cuter than my No. 21. Lols. I still remember No 21.

Short post today. Not in the mood to post. Hahas.
Actually I can write a lot. But I can't type a lot today... because... Ying Na should know. : )

Monday, April 20, 2009

Don't cry, be brave

I finally know that I can eventually live without Nerdi.
Went for CO SYF today. Finally got the taste of being a helper.
I enjoyed today. : ) I knew that it's better to have a whole bunch of friends.
CO did well today, except they didn't smile throughout, everyone seemed so stressed.

I was recalling last year. The same place, the same stage... Sigh
I've been to the Singapore Conference Hall for the 5th time.
This time, not being a performer, but a backstage helper.
The feeling was different, totally different.
But this time, when I looked at the stage, it was a different feeling.
There was no nervousness, no shivering hands, but a calm heart.

This morning, I ran around AHS's main school hall's backstage. It's quite... small I can say. Even smaller compared to Yu Neng's. But overall, it's considered a good one. :D

I couldn't bear to leave the SCH(Singapore Conference Hall) this afternoon. I must wait for 2 years before going there again. I love the place... It consists of so much of my memories, both good and bad. I cried there, I smiled there. Sigh... I hope I can join the SCO in future so I can see the concert hall everyday. : )

*Still missing the stage*
Anglican High School Chinese Orchestra(AHSCO) rocks! You deserve the Gold award that is supposed to be yours. : D I remembered crying in the toilet for half an hour on the 2 Apr which SYF held last year. Just because we lost the Gold... We were just a few marks away from Gold... And the day before SYF, our conductor was telling us that we were definitely clinching Gold. Who knows... Somemore, the Gu Zheng solo part, I played a few notes wrongly. That's the main cause why I cried. I felt that, I was the culprit...

Okay, enough of today. Need to revise for SPA test tomorrow. : ) Jia you everyone!

Sunday, April 19, 2009

CA CA CA... ARGH

Lols. Posting time.
Well, I have nothing to post. Just want to check the tags and write a few lines that's all.
My senior called me today, telling me that I'm going to help out at the CO SYF tomorrow.
And the worst of all, I am supposed to leave at 11am.

*Cries*
I've missed ACC(Appreciation of Chinese Culture) for a week and I can't afford to miss one more lesson tomorrow. It's not that I'm going to have ACC test or what, it's because I love ACC. The subject I love the most. :(

Okay. I believe it's worthy. I love CO more than anything. So just assume that ACC will be boring tomorrow. Lol. 自欺欺人.

Bored. I've been revising for Science SPA test and the stupid test on Nutrients, Enzymes and Digestions in Human. I haven't start memorising good phrases for 作文测验 on next Wednesday. My chinese is getting worse. I've been getting borderline marks. Must really buck up this time because I just flunked the 考查 which is 55% of my CA mark. I was rushing throught the whole comprehension questions as I had not enough time to finish. And most of all, I didn't check.

I don't know how much I am going to get for CA... Sigh. I've wasted so much time on Nerdi. I think it's time to stop.

To her:
You can have Nerdi now. Last week, I went up to class early. But I was looking down at Nerdi. I saw you after a while, with a bunch of your friends. All your friends had walked up the stairs, except you. You were staring across, at Nerdi. I was quite disappointed and jealous(I admit I was jealous). Last Thursday, I saw you 痴情地看着 Nerdi. Last Friday, you sat beside Nerdi while he had his food. Hui Wen told me,"No matter what my friend do to me, he/she is still my friend. I will never be angry with he/she." Honestly speaking, 我做不到. I can't stand my friend, my trusted friend doing that to me. So, just end all of it here. You can have him, without someone to disturb you.

I started to hate Nerdi. No idea why. Whenever I see him online I feel like slamming the keyboard. Lol... It's Monday tomorrow! Finally... :)