My dad rocks my dad rocks my dad rocks!~
MY DAD ROCKS!!! WOOO~
I lost my pipa nails and I told him about it. T.T
I thought he would ignore me and asked me to buy from my teacher.
Who knows who knows, after several times of begging(with tears?), he agreed!~
And he called a few minutes ago saying that he has bought it and will give it to me tonight.
YAY!~ Like that I don't need to waste time going out!~ THANKS DAD YOU ROCK!!!! <3
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Friday, July 24, 2009
Suffocating
Something was seriously wrong with my blog last Sunday. I insisted on changing a new background but keeping other elements like sidebars and designs. But somehow the new background just disliked my blog that it squeezed my posts to the bottom of the page. Being really fed-up, I opened Photoshop and made a picture and uploaded it to Photobucket then pasted it here. Sorry arh everyone.
Somehow I didn't enjoy this week. Not in a good mood perhaps. Lea, who sits in front of me, says I have swing mood. Is it swing mood or mood swing? Forgot. Nevermind.
I tend to flunk my books and stuff onto the floor these few days. Some of the stuff was my bro's even. Hmm... I wanted to take my file from the book shelf last night, I couldn't find it. In an irritated mood, I just sat on my bed, thinking that I would never find it. Then I cried...
Funny huh?
I know. I don't know...
What on Earth am I saying?!
I don't know. I am able to cry easier these days. I would cry over the littlest thing that happened. Like this Monday, I did homework in my parents' room because I didn't want to fall asleep in my own room. There was quite a lot of homework that day. Yea...
Then I kept doing and doing. Then felt lethargic, so read Dreams of Red Chamber. Read halfway, found that I'd lost track of time. It was already 8pm. I just slammed the book on the desk, feeling super annoyed. Then I thought about Science common test. I kept thinking, thinking I'm going to fail because I didn't revise.
Just put my head on the desk for a few minutes. Cried then like nothing happened already. I became happy somemore! Then I took out my Science to revise. Till 10pm+...
I raised my voice at my bro on Sunday. He cried... T.T I don't know. I didn't do that on purpose. Just that too much stress is streaming in. I can't take anything more... I'm suffocating.
I think I'm a bit mad already. Since when I become like this?! Since when? I don't want to be like Lin Dai Yu in Dreams of the Red Chamber, who died after her 眼泪流完了.
I wonder when my tears will 流完.
Somehow I didn't enjoy this week. Not in a good mood perhaps. Lea, who sits in front of me, says I have swing mood. Is it swing mood or mood swing? Forgot. Nevermind.
I tend to flunk my books and stuff onto the floor these few days. Some of the stuff was my bro's even. Hmm... I wanted to take my file from the book shelf last night, I couldn't find it. In an irritated mood, I just sat on my bed, thinking that I would never find it. Then I cried...
Funny huh?
I know. I don't know...
What on Earth am I saying?!
I don't know. I am able to cry easier these days. I would cry over the littlest thing that happened. Like this Monday, I did homework in my parents' room because I didn't want to fall asleep in my own room. There was quite a lot of homework that day. Yea...
Then I kept doing and doing. Then felt lethargic, so read Dreams of Red Chamber. Read halfway, found that I'd lost track of time. It was already 8pm. I just slammed the book on the desk, feeling super annoyed. Then I thought about Science common test. I kept thinking, thinking I'm going to fail because I didn't revise.
Just put my head on the desk for a few minutes. Cried then like nothing happened already. I became happy somemore! Then I took out my Science to revise. Till 10pm+...
I raised my voice at my bro on Sunday. He cried... T.T I don't know. I didn't do that on purpose. Just that too much stress is streaming in. I can't take anything more... I'm suffocating.
I think I'm a bit mad already. Since when I become like this?! Since when? I don't want to be like Lin Dai Yu in Dreams of the Red Chamber, who died after her 眼泪流完了.
I wonder when my tears will 流完.
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