An heartbreaking piece of music. It reminds me of my Nakatsu. Sigh.
Stop my blog song first then listen to this soundtrack.
But the funny thing is that, my blog song is the same as this one. Lols.
Enjoy!
Hana Kimi Soundtrack - IKEMEN Boogie Nights
Friday, July 31, 2009
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Fight? NO
The atmosphere is so weird now. My dad's reading the papers while my mum just sits by the dining table.
It is seldom so quiet. I think there must be something unknown going between the two of them.
And at once I can't figure out what it is. Nevermind, they never fight after marriage so I believe they will maintain this type of relationship. This make me wonder if I can ever get married. I don't really have a good temper...Hmm
It is seldom so quiet. I think there must be something unknown going between the two of them.
And at once I can't figure out what it is. Nevermind, they never fight after marriage so I believe they will maintain this type of relationship. This make me wonder if I can ever get married. I don't really have a good temper...Hmm
Sad
First of all, RELY TAGS!
Keichi: Hello. Nice blogskin.
Thanks a lot Keichi~!
Lynn: Yo, thanks for the tag. You rock too! Childish^^
Hahas. You still remember the 'childish' arh? ^ ^
yingna: wow....
Huh? o.O
Wan Qing(:: SUP! Dun emo le la! EMOING is bad for your mind.
YO WAN QING. Thanks. SO TOUCHED. T.T (Cry cry)
zhiyuan: Hello! Heard you playing the Titanic theme song just now on the flute, it was nice ahaha
Really? Thanks, for the lie. I know I played not nice. HAHA. :P
Finally, blogger's back to normal. But there's something is wrong with my computer. T.T Nevermind. Saturday is coming~! I'm going to get my Breaking Dawn!~ Today was another sad day. WAH. Why must my day be full of crap?! Why can't I live the way other people are living?! I always have problems and there're always tons of work waiting for me to complete.
Somemore the more stress I have, the easier I quarrel with my mum. She is those kind of very cute woman who likes to sulk. So sometimes when I feel annoyed when she is sulking down there, I would complain stuff like "Stop acting cute because you're not." or "Don't be so lame. It's not funny at all." And last night she didn't talk to me for 2h because I raised my voice at her.
Admit it was my fault. I kept walking around my house although I had not finish my homework. So she told me do what I was supposed to do first. But I just ignored her. Showing my bro some magic tricks, amazed him, told him what happened to Lin Dai Yu in Dreams of the Red Chamber while my mum nagged at me. At last, I got scolded.
But I was damn irritated that time so I spoke back. I told her that's what I like to do and I asked if she could stop her nag.
Man. I can't believe I did that. It was so mean. Okay...
This morning, I quarrelled with someone. Hmm... I am not those type of people who gets irritated or angry easily (because I don't want wrinkles or heart attack) but she simply drove me mad. I felt that I don't need to be so kind and apologise even if it was not my fault. Everytime she hurt me, I would just tell myself, let it go, it will be fine. But this time, it was different.
I told her I was hurt a lot of times by her. She claimed that I was the one who hurt her more. I apologised for every mistake I made or anything I did wrong, thinking that I must keep her as my friend. But I'm wrong. I'm just so sad.
This morning when I first entered the classroom, JinJing Wenqi they all talked to me about some music stuff. I couldn't hear a single thing. I stared at the table blankly, asking myself this question over and over. "Am I wrong? Should I apologise?" I looked at my handphone, thinking that I should sms to apologise.
Seriously, for your own good, please change your tone. Stop hurting everyone around you. Ying Na was angry with you because you were too harsh. This time, I agreed with her. You are really too harsh with your words. Moreover, your words were just like arrows that shot through my heart in a second. Not every friend would tolerate all those things you do.
I've tolerated for too long and I think it's time to stop. I think all the effort put into this friendship isn't appreciated. So I won't put in more. Let's end here... Need some breath.
Keichi: Hello. Nice blogskin.
Thanks a lot Keichi~!
Lynn: Yo, thanks for the tag. You rock too! Childish^^
Hahas. You still remember the 'childish' arh? ^ ^
yingna: wow....
Huh? o.O
Wan Qing(:: SUP! Dun emo le la! EMOING is bad for your mind.
YO WAN QING. Thanks. SO TOUCHED. T.T (Cry cry)
zhiyuan: Hello! Heard you playing the Titanic theme song just now on the flute, it was nice ahaha
Really? Thanks, for the lie. I know I played not nice. HAHA. :P
Finally, blogger's back to normal. But there's something is wrong with my computer. T.T Nevermind. Saturday is coming~! I'm going to get my Breaking Dawn!~ Today was another sad day. WAH. Why must my day be full of crap?! Why can't I live the way other people are living?! I always have problems and there're always tons of work waiting for me to complete.
Somemore the more stress I have, the easier I quarrel with my mum. She is those kind of very cute woman who likes to sulk. So sometimes when I feel annoyed when she is sulking down there, I would complain stuff like "Stop acting cute because you're not." or "Don't be so lame. It's not funny at all." And last night she didn't talk to me for 2h because I raised my voice at her.
Admit it was my fault. I kept walking around my house although I had not finish my homework. So she told me do what I was supposed to do first. But I just ignored her. Showing my bro some magic tricks, amazed him, told him what happened to Lin Dai Yu in Dreams of the Red Chamber while my mum nagged at me. At last, I got scolded.
But I was damn irritated that time so I spoke back. I told her that's what I like to do and I asked if she could stop her nag.
Man. I can't believe I did that. It was so mean. Okay...
This morning, I quarrelled with someone. Hmm... I am not those type of people who gets irritated or angry easily (because I don't want wrinkles or heart attack) but she simply drove me mad. I felt that I don't need to be so kind and apologise even if it was not my fault. Everytime she hurt me, I would just tell myself, let it go, it will be fine. But this time, it was different.
I told her I was hurt a lot of times by her. She claimed that I was the one who hurt her more. I apologised for every mistake I made or anything I did wrong, thinking that I must keep her as my friend. But I'm wrong. I'm just so sad.
This morning when I first entered the classroom, JinJing Wenqi they all talked to me about some music stuff. I couldn't hear a single thing. I stared at the table blankly, asking myself this question over and over. "Am I wrong? Should I apologise?" I looked at my handphone, thinking that I should sms to apologise.
Seriously, for your own good, please change your tone. Stop hurting everyone around you. Ying Na was angry with you because you were too harsh. This time, I agreed with her. You are really too harsh with your words. Moreover, your words were just like arrows that shot through my heart in a second. Not every friend would tolerate all those things you do.
I've tolerated for too long and I think it's time to stop. I think all the effort put into this friendship isn't appreciated. So I won't put in more. Let's end here... Need some breath.
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Friends you all ROCK
THERE IS A SERIOUSLY PROBLEM WITH BLOGGER AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THE HELL IT IS. Nevermind. It has been days. Forget it. Walked home with Yingna, Ziqing and Fishie today. HAD A LOT OF FUN! Suddenly found out that whenever there's the presence of Fishie our mood will change. ^ ^ We will all be hyper with her around. Fishie you rock!
There're a lot of humorous things we talked about today on the way to the MRT station. We had a lot of fun. I hope life will continue to be so fun and memorable that I want the time to stand still. I would look forward to going home everyday after school. Because it would be the best time of the day. The time full of laughter.
Nerdi isn't going to live in my life for long. He's slowly fading away. It's okay. As long as I enjoy each and every day of my Sec school life in AHS, I am not going to let him disrupt my world. I love my friends, far more than him. 10000 more? He's nothing. He's just a stranger to me, just like what I am to him. But friends are friends, they are around through your ups and downs. They are the ones who laugh with you and share your joy. They are the ones who lend you a shoulder to cry on. What's Nerdi? Someone who doesn't know your existence and walks by you everyday, not knowing that your heart is pounding so fast that you'll get a heart attack sooner or later.
You are a stranger to him. Someone who he will never bother to look at or even think about. Someone who he thinks is insane and stupid. So what for worship him like your God? This is what I learnt from Sing Chien. Yea. He's seriously nothing. I love my friends even more. I just want to treasure every 10-minutes walk to the MRT station after school and laughed my heart out with my loved ones. That would be enough to last me throughout the day. Yea. Loving you all always. *Muarks*
There're a lot of humorous things we talked about today on the way to the MRT station. We had a lot of fun. I hope life will continue to be so fun and memorable that I want the time to stand still. I would look forward to going home everyday after school. Because it would be the best time of the day. The time full of laughter.
Nerdi isn't going to live in my life for long. He's slowly fading away. It's okay. As long as I enjoy each and every day of my Sec school life in AHS, I am not going to let him disrupt my world. I love my friends, far more than him. 10000 more? He's nothing. He's just a stranger to me, just like what I am to him. But friends are friends, they are around through your ups and downs. They are the ones who laugh with you and share your joy. They are the ones who lend you a shoulder to cry on. What's Nerdi? Someone who doesn't know your existence and walks by you everyday, not knowing that your heart is pounding so fast that you'll get a heart attack sooner or later.
You are a stranger to him. Someone who he will never bother to look at or even think about. Someone who he thinks is insane and stupid. So what for worship him like your God? This is what I learnt from Sing Chien. Yea. He's seriously nothing. I love my friends even more. I just want to treasure every 10-minutes walk to the MRT station after school and laughed my heart out with my loved ones. That would be enough to last me throughout the day. Yea. Loving you all always. *Muarks*
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Long post
Blogger is having super mega(using my bro's language) problem right now. The icons are going crazy but I'm not gonna care about that anyway. Yup. Today I'm sad again. How to say, it's the mad kind of sad. Meaning: I feel deeply sadden in the heart but I can do nothing but fake out a smile. I couldn't possibly throw the anger on my family members. They are my dearest ones. So... BLOG IS THE PLACE FOR MY CRAP.
Nothing much. Just that I felt sad. Simply sad-ded. Especially after Canon. (Canon-in-D) Not that Matilda played not nice. It's my personal feeling towards the song. It brought back all the sad memories I had and the pain I endured. At the beginning of the song I was telling Ying Na, "Eh? Different version of Canon arh?"
It all happened in a split second. The moment the song went to chorus, my heart sank. I looked at the piano, too frustrated to say anything. The thought that struck my mind was - go home. So I patted on Ying Na's bag(her new white bag) and asked if she wanted to go home. She didn't respond. So I walked towards the main gate. Not Ying Na's fault, I know. Not Matilda's, definitely. But myself. The crazy idiotic me being too emotional over certain things.
Yea... Then I started to feel super angry. Huang Xin was chaing her dragon all the while but she had noticed me being funny. It's a mixed feeling. I don't know whether I should cry or smile. The dragon is there, Canon was being played... IT WAS DRIVING ME CRAZY.
Nevermind. I was too emotional today. Apologies to everybody concerned. Yingna, Huangxin, Ziqing, Mat and etc. Sorry if I forgot. I promised not to show you all this kind of feeling again. This was seriously stupid.
Nothing much. Just that I felt sad. Simply sad-ded. Especially after Canon. (Canon-in-D) Not that Matilda played not nice. It's my personal feeling towards the song. It brought back all the sad memories I had and the pain I endured. At the beginning of the song I was telling Ying Na, "Eh? Different version of Canon arh?"
It all happened in a split second. The moment the song went to chorus, my heart sank. I looked at the piano, too frustrated to say anything. The thought that struck my mind was - go home. So I patted on Ying Na's bag(her new white bag) and asked if she wanted to go home. She didn't respond. So I walked towards the main gate. Not Ying Na's fault, I know. Not Matilda's, definitely. But myself. The crazy idiotic me being too emotional over certain things.
Yea... Then I started to feel super angry. Huang Xin was chaing her dragon all the while but she had noticed me being funny. It's a mixed feeling. I don't know whether I should cry or smile. The dragon is there, Canon was being played... IT WAS DRIVING ME CRAZY.
Nevermind. I was too emotional today. Apologies to everybody concerned. Yingna, Huangxin, Ziqing, Mat and etc. Sorry if I forgot. I promised not to show you all this kind of feeling again. This was seriously stupid.
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