Feeling sad. Extremely sad. The feeling is worse than finding Nerdi has 100 ex-girlfriends. OMG. Do you how it feels like? Just that you can't cheer up and nothing can make you smile when you think of it.
I am obsessed with Yamapi and Ikuta Toma(Nakatsu) these few days. (Actually I am obsessed with Toma for quite a while already) I searched a lot of informations on Yamapi yesterday... And saw some photos he took with one caucasion. T.T There were 3 of them. They broke my heart.
After that I searched videos on Ikuta Toma, thinking that he's pure and would never take that kind of photos. Most importantly, he is kawaii and will definitely cheer me up. Who knows, I found a fan-made video on... Sigh. Nakatsu, even Nakatsu did this kind of thing! I can't stand it. I am just too disappointed.
However, I must understand that they are actors, they are celebrities. THEY ARE STARS. Some of the things they are doing aren't the things they really want to do. They are just going according to what the director wants. Most of all, you can never understand them and know the other side of them.
Conclusion: I'm sad.
Friday, December 18, 2009
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
My Desktop ^^
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My dad was scared by my desktop background when he walked into my room just now. ^ ^ Love the two of them. <3 <3 <3
Nakatsu, sigh
According to fans, Ikuta Toma(my Nakatsu) and YamaP (Nung's 山下智久) were brothers in the past. They were both in a band called 4-tops when they were 11. When they were 18, YamaP enrolled into another band called NEWS and became popular by then. However, Toma didn't get chosen despite the fact that he and YamaP were really really close friends.
It is really cruel. Toma always protect YamaP like an older bro. Sigh... Watch the video below. It will make your tears roll non-stop.
It is really cruel. Toma always protect YamaP like an older bro. Sigh... Watch the video below. It will make your tears roll non-stop.
Sigh sigh sigh
I am seriously confused.
Mum is not coming back after 26 December and we are not going back either until my dad's company stuffs are settled. He just seemed so busy. Rushing here and there for the past 2 weeks. I am not relaxing by the way, same goes to my bro. Need to do chores, reading the killing-my-braincells books.
Talking about the books the Sec 1s are supposed to read over the holidays... One word: TORTURE. THEY ARE REALLY KILLING ME! I have not even started on 西游记 as it's too thick, don't have the mood to read. As for 时间的皱纹, worse. All direct translation from English. Like you say, "Want some bread, boys?" The Chinese version would be: "要点面包吗？男孩们?"
Oh yea, and 西游记 is not the 原著，but the simplified version. 原著原本的味道都没有了...
Woke up at 11.45am this morning. Very very unluckily that my dad happened to come home because he forgot to take something. So, as I expected, a chain of scoldings... Sigh.
I once asked my dad if we are going to China. He was not answering to the point, “Of course we need to go back, but I'm not sure." Hmm, school's starting soon. I really missed a lot of CCA sessions... Wonder if my teacher will be unhappy about this. I bet she's going to have higher expectation this time because concert is drawing near, we really need time.
I'm tired, really tired.
I wonder when Mum's coming back. All my relatives(Father's side) do not allow her to leave although there're plenty of hands there helping out. How kind. Now I start to pity my mum. She has to sit beside my grandpa from 8am in the morning till 8pm at night. After which, she has to take a super long bus ride to town as my grandpa is now living in a village, where he was born.
Going to miss CCA session this Thursday but will try to make it this Friday and next Monday. Hate it hate it TOTALLY. I suck, I know.
A lot of things just happened out of my expectation and I don't think I can accept each and every one of them without taking a long time. Grandpa said he wanted to invite all my relatives to my house and celebrate if I graduated from university. He always advice me to study hard but I just disappoint him everytime.. He said he's going to see me get married and he would want to take care of my children...
Hang in there grandpa, I know you are going to celebrate with me if I get in uni. I know you will be there to attend my wedding. I know you will be looking after my children. Jia yous grandpa, you must not be so weak like Grandma. You must be strong, we will all support you and give you courage.
We will always love you.
Sigh, the stupid useless tears are rolling.
Mum is not coming back after 26 December and we are not going back either until my dad's company stuffs are settled. He just seemed so busy. Rushing here and there for the past 2 weeks. I am not relaxing by the way, same goes to my bro. Need to do chores, reading the killing-my-braincells books.
Talking about the books the Sec 1s are supposed to read over the holidays... One word: TORTURE. THEY ARE REALLY KILLING ME! I have not even started on 西游记 as it's too thick, don't have the mood to read. As for 时间的皱纹, worse. All direct translation from English. Like you say, "Want some bread, boys?" The Chinese version would be: "要点面包吗？男孩们?"
Oh yea, and 西游记 is not the 原著，but the simplified version. 原著原本的味道都没有了...
Woke up at 11.45am this morning. Very very unluckily that my dad happened to come home because he forgot to take something. So, as I expected, a chain of scoldings... Sigh.
I once asked my dad if we are going to China. He was not answering to the point, “Of course we need to go back, but I'm not sure." Hmm, school's starting soon. I really missed a lot of CCA sessions... Wonder if my teacher will be unhappy about this. I bet she's going to have higher expectation this time because concert is drawing near, we really need time.
I'm tired, really tired.
I wonder when Mum's coming back. All my relatives(Father's side) do not allow her to leave although there're plenty of hands there helping out. How kind. Now I start to pity my mum. She has to sit beside my grandpa from 8am in the morning till 8pm at night. After which, she has to take a super long bus ride to town as my grandpa is now living in a village, where he was born.
Going to miss CCA session this Thursday but will try to make it this Friday and next Monday. Hate it hate it TOTALLY. I suck, I know.
A lot of things just happened out of my expectation and I don't think I can accept each and every one of them without taking a long time. Grandpa said he wanted to invite all my relatives to my house and celebrate if I graduated from university. He always advice me to study hard but I just disappoint him everytime.. He said he's going to see me get married and he would want to take care of my children...
Hang in there grandpa, I know you are going to celebrate with me if I get in uni. I know you will be there to attend my wedding. I know you will be looking after my children. Jia yous grandpa, you must not be so weak like Grandma. You must be strong, we will all support you and give you courage.
We will always love you.
Sigh, the stupid useless tears are rolling.
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Cousin's Wedding
表哥's wedding was Thursday. I wasn't there to attend of course, but my 表姐 took a lot of photos!~ Haha.
10 wedding cars awaiting the bride.
甜蜜~
^^
Korean ^^
The background doesn't suit... =.=
Well that was my mum, on the wedding day.
Standing in the middle being a 'lightbulb'.
Taken at the beach? o.O
Extra, I'm being extra. =.=
Extra, I'm being extra. =.=
Miss me by the way!
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