以下是红楼梦里第二十七回《滴翠亭杨妃戏彩蝶 埋香冢飞燕泣残红》之中林黛玉所吟诵出来的一段诗词。

葬花词

　　 花谢花飞飞满天，红消香断有谁怜？
　　游丝软系飘春榭，落絮轻沾扑绣帘．
　　闺中女儿惜春暮，愁绪满怀无释处，
　　手把花锄出绣闺，忍踏落花来复去．
　　柳丝榆荚自芳菲，不管桃飘与李飞．
　　桃李明年能再发，明年闺中知有谁？
　　三月香巢已垒成，梁间燕子太无情！
　　明年花发虽可啄，却不道人去梁空巢也倾．
　　一年三百六十日，风刀霜剑严相逼，
　　明媚鲜妍能几时，一朝飘泊难寻觅．
　　花开易见落难寻，阶前闷杀葬花人，
　　独倚花锄泪暗洒，洒上空枝见血痕．
　　杜鹃无语正黄昏，荷锄归去掩重门。
　　青灯照壁人初睡，冷雨敲窗被未温．
　　怪奴底事倍伤神，半为怜春半恼春：
　　怜春忽至恼忽去，至又无言去不闻．
　　昨宵庭外悲歌发，知是花魂与鸟魂？
　　花魂鸟魂总难留，鸟自无言花自羞．
　　愿奴胁下生双翼，随花飞到天尽头. (my blog name)
　　天尽头，何处有香丘？
　　未若锦囊收艳骨，一抔净土掩风流。
　　质本洁来还洁去，强于污淖陷渠沟．
　　尔今死去侬收葬，未卜侬身何日丧？
　　侬今葬花人笑痴，他年葬侬知是谁？
　　试看春残花渐落，便是红颜老死时．
　　一朝春尽红颜老，花落人亡两不知

--- I have the urge of memorising it. :)

Finally changed my skin. ^^ Chanced upon this skin when I was enjoying my break at my dad's restaurant yesterday. : ) Nice? Although the side ---> a bit... weird.

Okay. Let's plan what I am supposed to finish by Saturday, which is tomorrow. :)

Wake up early(ARRGH!) to go to the supermarket to get the ingredients ready. Then finish my Math homework as well as Lit poem. After that, try to squeeze out an hour to make the 2 'stands' for the Science project. : ) Heh, this is gonna be fun. Then it will be about time for Eleeza they all to come my house for HomeEc... Then..

After we finish, I will take around 30 min to clean up... AND YAY. 充实的一天!

I wanted to make it a habit to write a quote in Chinese after every post but slowly... I FORGOT.


P.S. I must control myself. Must NEVER fall for a guy again. : )

有的人说不清哪里好，但就是谁都替代不了.

-- 张韶涵，遗失的美好

Replied tags! You have to enlarge the image(by clicking it) because it is not clear. :)

P.S. Changing my blogskin soon, a bit sian of this skin.

P.S.S I just realised I created 3 'testing blogs' which I used to try out the skins I wanted to use for this blog. Well that was because this is the main blog. XD

P.S.S.S. I had created a blog for the show 'Hana Kimi' (Japanese) because I really love it like mad. Yes, I even have the urge to watch it again now, for the 5th time. XD In case you wanna watch, here's the link. Click.

I don't understand why. Why is my life so complicated? Why can't I live like the way my friends or classmates do? Going out with friends during holidays, shopping, or just go to the nearest basketball court for a game. I don't 'need' the fun, in fact I can't have it. :'(

Whenever I have some free time on my own, my parents would find something to keep me occupied. I was thinking to revise on my Science this week, finish my HomeE at Eliza's house and basically do my homework.

Thanks to the China trip, my Tuesday was taken away to renew my passport. Thanks to one of the waitress at my dad's restaurant, my Wednesday would be taken away too. I told them I need to go to Eliza's house to try out the recipe. They didn't even give me the chance to explain the importance of the project and said no straight away.

I feel like crying. Do you all know that I failed my Science? Do you all know how much time and effort I put in for my studies? When I failed my pop quizzes, do you all even care if I cried again and again over them? You all said I didn't work hard, did you all even see before saying? I tried to be cheerful in front of you all so you all won't see the emo side of me, but you all find me mischievous. Why?

I tried to squeeze in some reading time when I was on taxis, buses or even MRT trains. You said I was trying to act as if I am hardworking. Do you all know that I only got 59 for EL? Do you all know how worried I was when I saw my comprehension mark? I really didn't want to do badly for streaming! SERIOUSLY!

When I lost my POSB card, the first one I turned to was Zhi Jia. We went around the school finding it and I was really worried. In the end, I was the one who called the POSB people to cancel the card. When you found out today, you scolded me to hell. I was afraid that you will be worried. In fact, I was more afraid that you will scold me. Why? Why am I not that close to you anymore??? Why am I was slowly finding independence in myself?

Whenever you mention Grandpa, I would change the topic. You said I am heartless and I had taken him for granted. Did you see the tears rolling in my eyes yet I swallowed it down in pain? I knew that it would land us nowhere if we both broke down. So I kept it to myself and cried alone in my room. Do you even know?

Sigh. Let's resign to our fate. I need rest, I'm too tired.

慢慢的，我变成了一个爱哭鬼. 不过，那又怎样？有人在乎吗？

I don't know. Why do I have to quarrel over small things with her.

Me: Am I going to renew my passport tomorrow?
Her: Yea. Get everything ready so we can set off early tomorrow.
Me: Ok. What to bring?
Her: I will get your particulars ready while you find the letter.
Me: Huh? You mean the letter informing us about the China trip?
Her: No, that letter!
Me: But I returned the form to my teacher already!
Her: The letter that you asked from the school!
Me: Chay...
Her: Chay what chay, funny meh? *In a very irritated mood*

LOL.

She stood at the doorstep yesterday, I was engrossed in reading. Suddenly I heard,"I'm back!", in a cheerful voice, but I dropped my book. I was scared by her. At first I was really glad that she's back so I jumped to the door. But I jokingly told her that she had scared me. Her face changed immediately. A misunderstood, again.

Last night, my bro wanted to watch Intimate Note with me. She came into my room and scolded us for using the computer until 11+. Then she asked my bro to go to bed immediately. After that, she turned to me, telling to off the computer as soon as possible. I was wondering, you came to stop us from watching because my bro correct?

Yup that's right. Every night when she reached home, she would ask me,"Have you 2 eaten?" I would answer yes. Then she would ask me again if my bro had eaten. ISN'T IT OBVIOUS!!? If I had eaten, the same would go to my bro! I know, I know.

Blog is a place to voice out my feeling so basically I don't care what language I use and what I talk about. Domo. (Short form for thank you very much in Japanese)

(Enlarge the image by clicking on it thank you very much. :D)

In response to Jin Jing's latest post~ ^^