I said something that hurt her deeply this morning.
Although I thought it was something that I wanted to say for a long time.
I sort of argued with her over a pair of shoes. Yes, the pair of shoes that I wear to school everyday. It all started with my brother. He wanted to BORROW, yes BORROW, my shoes last Friday because it was painful to wear his own pair. Thinking that he was such a poor thing, I put on MY another pair of shoes, which would be painful when I wear them.
This Monday morning, when I was still brushing my teeth, my bro was already in the living room. I didn't know anything at first. When I came out from the toilet, I saw him wearing my shoes. I was so shocked. So I asked him whether he was gonna wear MY shoes that day, he nodded. She, who didn't know anything, cut in and said that the shoes fit him well and I SHOULD GIVE THEM TO HIM.
I was OVER shocked, so I told her that I only borrowed him to wear for a day. She scolded me and said I have the sneakers already, thus I should GIVE that pair to him. I talked back and we ended up not talking for the whole day.
Fine. Yesterday.
I told my bro when we were alone that he only borrowed from me for a day on Friday. Thinking that he might be a bit more reasonable, I believed he would say something better. Instead he told me that he would not give me back because SHE SAID SO. I told her I fractured my right feet when I was walking home on Monday but she took it as a joke.
When she tried to reason with my father that she should give the pair of shoes to my bro, my father proved her wrong but she's too stubborn to accept.
This morning.
I told my bro no matter what I was gonna wear MY OWN SHOES today. He said that pair of shoes is his already. I didn't care much but put them them on because he had another pair, not painful but a bigger size. I told her I had L J today and I needed to walk. She gave me the blackest face I ever seen.
We quarrelled again this morning. When I was out of the house, she just threw my key on the floor when I reached out to her to get it. I was seriously pissed off then. I wanted to leave after picking my key up. Just then, she added,"Hear this clearly, this girl isn't gonna treat you any better in future, don't mistake her as a good sis." I knew that was said to me.
So I answered back,"I don't think you treat me any better either."
I cried the second time while walking to school this morning. I was thinking why is she so biased? I can fracture my leg and wobble home, but my bro cannot even have a little pain in his feet. I was both disappointed and upset. Sometimes tears are just so uncontrollable that they just roll out of your eyes.
I was wondering why I am so silly and weak over this kind of things. I should face her with courage and continue to argue like the way I used to be. This time I failed. I cried a lot when she scolded me just now, BUT FOR WHAT! It's a fact that Chinese love guys more, isn't it?
Although I thought it was something that I wanted to say for a long time.
I sort of argued with her over a pair of shoes. Yes, the pair of shoes that I wear to school everyday. It all started with my brother. He wanted to BORROW, yes BORROW, my shoes last Friday because it was painful to wear his own pair. Thinking that he was such a poor thing, I put on MY another pair of shoes, which would be painful when I wear them.
This Monday morning, when I was still brushing my teeth, my bro was already in the living room. I didn't know anything at first. When I came out from the toilet, I saw him wearing my shoes. I was so shocked. So I asked him whether he was gonna wear MY shoes that day, he nodded. She, who didn't know anything, cut in and said that the shoes fit him well and I SHOULD GIVE THEM TO HIM.
I was OVER shocked, so I told her that I only borrowed him to wear for a day. She scolded me and said I have the sneakers already, thus I should GIVE that pair to him. I talked back and we ended up not talking for the whole day.
Fine. Yesterday.
I told my bro when we were alone that he only borrowed from me for a day on Friday. Thinking that he might be a bit more reasonable, I believed he would say something better. Instead he told me that he would not give me back because SHE SAID SO. I told her I fractured my right feet when I was walking home on Monday but she took it as a joke.
When she tried to reason with my father that she should give the pair of shoes to my bro, my father proved her wrong but she's too stubborn to accept.
This morning.
I told my bro no matter what I was gonna wear MY OWN SHOES today. He said that pair of shoes is his already. I didn't care much but put them them on because he had another pair, not painful but a bigger size. I told her I had L J today and I needed to walk. She gave me the blackest face I ever seen.
We quarrelled again this morning. When I was out of the house, she just threw my key on the floor when I reached out to her to get it. I was seriously pissed off then. I wanted to leave after picking my key up. Just then, she added,"Hear this clearly, this girl isn't gonna treat you any better in future, don't mistake her as a good sis." I knew that was said to me.
So I answered back,"I don't think you treat me any better either."
I cried the second time while walking to school this morning. I was thinking why is she so biased? I can fracture my leg and wobble home, but my bro cannot even have a little pain in his feet. I was both disappointed and upset. Sometimes tears are just so uncontrollable that they just roll out of your eyes.
I was wondering why I am so silly and weak over this kind of things. I should face her with courage and continue to argue like the way I used to be. This time I failed. I cried a lot when she scolded me just now, BUT FOR WHAT! It's a fact that Chinese love guys more, isn't it?
I laughed a lot today during the L J, thinking that laughter would wash the pain off. I didn't want to go home. What's the point of going to a place that makes you cry and feel tired of living? If you have watched 'I'm Not Stupid II', there's a line that TOM said, "家只是一个给我睡觉的地方."
What's family love?
