Heechul is currently in Singapore. :)
肚子好饿. 不要告诉我骂人和流眼泪会消耗体力...
I thought I can be stRONG in front of my friends because I know they love me.. Sigh. Perhaps talking about grandparents is quite personal that's why I seldom mention about my grandparents. Yes, I miss my grandpa so much. Maybe it's due to some regret GOSH IT'S DEPRESSING.
And yes, I couldn't control the bloody tears that came right after I talked about my grandpa. It's just... Uncontrollable.
I tried to stay cheerful when you're around because I don't want you to sympathize me. No, you won't... I remember begging you not to delete it because it's the start of everything. It's a promise that we made and we were going to fulfill it when it's gone just like that. I realised I don't mean anything to you although XX said how much I meant to you is more than how much he/she is to you.
I remember the first day of EOY, you woke up early to wish me luck. You said you woke up early even though you didn't have exam that day. I believed it then. Thinking back now, is it really because of me? That was the time you wake up everyday during weekends. No, I will still believe what you said. Thanks for reminding me, I'm just this stupid and naive.
Although I used to say you're a huge liar, I always believe in everything you said. And will believe whatever you say now. I don't wanna browse through the conversations because all of them just create tears. You won't understand how it feels like...
