OMG this baseball jacket is awesomely awesome right right? =]

我也想有那么一个人，在早晨6点发来短信，写着：“猪，起床了”

我也想有那么一个人，在我的留言板上留下“猪，晚安.”。　

我也想有那么一个人，在他的日志里写着许多关于我的文章。

我也想有那么一个人，在我更新状态的时候，第一个给我评论。　

我也想有那么一个人，在我看爱情电影的时候会想起他

我也想有那么一个人，在我的留言板上留下关心我的话语。　

我也想有那么一个人，在他的QQ签名里告诉我他生气，他快乐，他伤心　

我也想有那么一个人，让我忘记生活中的烦恼，想到他嘴角就会微微上扬

我也想有那么一个人，愿意和我一起吃一碗4块钱的拉面，3块钱的可乐还特别满足的冲我傻笑　

我也想有那么一个人，为我买来和他手机链配对的手机链

我也想有那么一个人，能让我吃醋，让我甜蜜 ，让我体会到纯粹的爱

我也想有那么一个人，勾起我唱歌的冲动，让我能唱着唱着，或流泪，或傻笑

我也想有那么一个人，能在他朋友聚会，家庭聚会，同事聚会中，不分场合的提到关于我的话题

我也想有那么一个人，和我手拉着手，在林荫小道中走着走着

我也想有那么一个人，和我并肩躺着，在松软的沙滩上，看星星，听海声

我也想有那么一个人，能看穿我的逞强、看穿我的口是心非。。在我无助伤心的时候给我安慰、

我也想有那么一个人，即使我对他不是最好的，也愿意一直爱着我

我想有那么一个人……

This is Gabriella from HSM 3. She is always ahead of people, that's why she was admitted early into Stamford University. Hmm why am I talking about her suddenly.

Okay I tore my HCL paper because I just couldn't stand it. I had so much hatred for WBD because every word just hurt so much. She didnt care about how I thought... Fine.

I was glad Dad wasn't that unhappy because the person I am most afraid to disappoint is him. He rarely scold so if he is real disappointed he will reprimand unlike my mum... She's basically nagging at non relating stuff so I just listen and forget. I realised I wanted to be left alone whenever I feel sad. I shut the door in front of my mum 5 times today. Never bang of course I just wanted to be alone. So tomorrow after CCA I'm going somewhere to hide. K bye.

Ok. I am really pissed off with myself. Even though it's pointless to repeat the same fact but I must still blame myself for the bad results. See all C appearing and last time a B is upsetting.. Now I have so many Cs hmm. I really dislike those idiots who boast about their grades and laugh at others. I know, they HAVE got something to boast about, no like me, don't even have. But seriously... Think of people's feeling can?

That WBD.. Seriously she's so fking irritating. Mind your words man. You think being direct is ok, yup I'm ok too. But your words a litttttttttttlllllleeeee bit hurtful hor. =] my immediate reaction was: whatever! What can you expect... Say my L1R5 for MYE, say me anti social, you taking everything as a joke? I felt annoyed and hurt by your words for the whole fking day man.. I hate you.

Now I feel like crying. I'm really fed up by all this. I tell ya 激将法 is useless on me, the more you think your words will 激发 me, the harder I fall. Yes. If your method works for everyone, then everyone's character is the same, which is IMPOSSIBLE.

Done. I'm really disappointed by you this time. 我会更坚定恨你的决心。

The Boys by 소녀시대.

Awesome MV!~ Duh, it is collaborated with MJ's producer Teddy Riley. No idea who MJ is? Omo you're so pathetic. =] Okay the dance is okay, not really a lot significant moves BUT THE SONG IS UNDOUBTEDLY AMAZING. The girls wear beautiful dresses like princesses. :D Especially Sica and YoonA. YoonA isn't that outstanding this time, even with the most gorgeous gown on. Sica is SUPER PRETTAYE with the pigeon~ And there's one part of the song which I was expecting what's gonna come next after Taeyeon sings then THE FIRST PART OF THE SONG WAS REPEATED OMG I was writing something halfway then I suddenly stopped and I clapped man. It's really amazing~! 8,000,000+ views in 4 days man, no joke ok.

And seriously, I have NO TIME for anti-s. That day I only played the song for around 20 second and someone told me to off it because he/she is an anti. Ok can, you don't like it I can off it then. It's okay as long as you don't stop me from liking them.

Oh yes, I hate the fact I learn music. I shouldn't have learn ANY TYPE of instrument, recorder is dot dot dot. It's irritating because people are making me hate the things I learn. People say "girls must learn music to have 气质." USELESS LA. Sian.

My results suck. I should work hard more. :( I really spent too much on RUBBISH. [Suddenly saw SeoHyun and realised she's gorgeous. GO MAKNAE!] I should pay more attention in class and be more serious. I must sit beside HQ next year cuz she do things SUPER FAST. Before I even find my foolscap, she's already writing. After I took out my pen, ready to write, she's done with one sum. SHE'S THIS FAST. Sometimes walking with her to the loo... OMG, I must RUN to keep up with her. Not that I'm short ok. 162 hor. Stupid GG always say 161.5 TSK.

I can smell the aroma of Christmas and HOLIDAY~ Wow, so literary. -__-''' REALLY. I can smell it! Hehehe. Next Thursday is Parents' Day and I wonder if my mum will kill me after she sees the report card. All bother line marks. I must go one corner hide that day. That WBD is gonna nag at every subject and say I'm anti-social again. This WBD.. SHE SAID I LOW EQ AND ANTI-SOCIAL. My mum repeated that two phrases for 1 WHOLE WEEK until she forgot. -_- And she kept emphasizing to my dad and taught me how to be sociable, like her, and told me to make friends out there. OH MOMMY.

I think I made a lot enemies out there. I'm sorry. I know I'm bad. :( Am I really that bad?... What did I do... I scolded people? Threw temper on them? I really can name a lot people that hate me now. Like that FN, a major hater of me. See me like see ghost like that. But those people who hate me a lot are those whom I treated nicely once. I suck. I know.

CO chalet, let's not go. I'm considering hard..

It's 1am. Thanks to The Boys I'm still awake. Time to sleep! :]