16/1/12

Ok, if you wonder what happened on Twitter, I'm gonna blog about it now. No point keeping it all to myself, cry and make myself upset. Say it out! Then forget it.

Okay I showed my dad the shoes I wanted to buy, it was from F21 and rather normal. It's like the typical Rubi shoes without laces. Quite cool and its red. He said it's childish. Fine. I found another one from Rubi and its rather popular among girls, there are a lot in New Look and it's made of leather. Yea Rubi sells it at $34.95 per pair.

He said its old-fashioned. For your info, the fashion trend now is 复古, means to wear old-fashioned stuff and its the fashion RIGHT NOW. That's why you saw a lot of high waist shorts and skirts, tucked in shirts, stripes and denim jackets. Those stuff appeared in my mum's photo album when she was dating my dad..

My dad said he's gonna take me to buy new shoes. I said I don't want. I had something in mind that I wanted to buy and I had no ideas what he was thinking so I asked him. He said: you want then want, don't ask. HOW YOU EXPECT ME TO DO IN A SITUATION LIKE THIS?! What if its something I don't like?! My dad is good at forcing people buy stuff he likes but we don't like. It happened last year when he forced my bro to buy a good quality but ugly backpack for $70. With this amount of $$, I am certain you can get a nicer bag with same quality. But my bro had no choice, so he bought it but rarely used it.

I went to get my own shoes today. Walked from Somerset to Orchard, then took train to BUGIS, then went to TAMPINES after that.. Was so tired but finally bought something I wanted.

When Dad came back the first thing he said was: 很老土，你的眼光实在是。。I said I DON'T MIND. Then when my mum came back, she told me it was nice. But after she heard what my dad said, she joined in by saying its for AUNTIES. Seriously la, go on the streets and find one AUNTIE wearing the same shoes as me I give you $10. I tried to argue but then my bro also joined in. = =

I told them, with that amount of $$ you think I can get VERY pretty shoes? You give me $100 la, then I go buy expensive shoes. You think I don't know how to spend $$$ on expensive stuff? If I'm like my bro, who's willing to spend YOUR $69.90 on a FREAKING shirt, I can also buy nice clothes what. I think that $20-$30 is enough for a teenager. But you all...

My dad has some students who are models and he will talk about them during dinner at times. There's this particular girl he often mentions.. She's 180cm and super skinny and fair. She always wear the same style of clothes, that is LONG jeans and T shirt. But because she's sooooooooooo pretty, she looks good in everything she wears.

I'm not 180cm, I'm only 162cm. I'm not as skinny and fair as her, and I don't wear long jeans. I don't have her pretty face or her art talent or WHATEVER. I'm just not as good as her. But one thing should make me wayyyyy better than her that is - I'm your daughter.

People always feel that their children are the BEST among all the children out there. Why can't you think the same? Just think of the stuff I did for you UNCONDITIONALLY? I stayed up overnight to help you type one document because you were too tired. Everybody was going to bed, leaving me alone in the LIVING ROOM. Mum even came out to tell me to quickly finish because the typing on the keyboard was too noisy.

What's this?

Fine I'm not gonna care. Your students are better than me, I don't care. I'm gonna prove to you that I'm important in your life, not those bitches.