Sorry people but my blog posts are always in chunks and no paragraphing.. Cus my phone cannot type in the "Compose" section of new posts but only the "HTML", so even if I make it leave a line it will appear together after I published so I need to edit when I use the computer.. = = Troublesome.

SNSD's Paparazzi. Another shocking comeback for their new Japanese album and yea, being SNSD is always an advantage. 7 minute long video, with 2 minutes of audience clapping. And their dance moves really (Y), very new and pretty, especially the starting with YoonA in front. My favourite part! :D They all look cool here. Quite sad for f(x) though... Electric shock, sigh... Not much changes, even the style of their MV is the same. :( But I'm kinda glad for their 13 million views in a week. Good job f(x)!

Okay. I don't understand why hor... She knows that when adults quarrel, kids suffer, but she still wanna gain our sympathy. She asked me why I can still smile and joke when she's sad. I told her: You're sad for so many hours already, you want me to accompany you?

Seriously! My mood was ruined almost EVERY single day when she talks about the stupid bitch who's bitching around. I can't even think when I see the Amath questions, don't even need to mention study Bio or Organic Chem. Those information will not get in my head. I tried to read the notes, but the thought of the bitch trying to do something bad came and I stared at the notes for 10 minutes, then I changed to math but it's the same.

I forget about most of the things I learnt, AGAIN. Shouldn't it be the time to start recalling and revising? Why is my brain still filled with all those worries, bad thoughts, bad imaginations about what will happen if something happens?! I need to calm down and STUDY! Okay since I'm going to night study, maybe I can study, since everybody will be studying together.

I'm just afraid I will cry in school again.. I don't want to do that man, so embarrassing.. YA will be looking!!

Sigh.. I can cry when I eat dinner man, what should I do?...................................

Can adults please please please think for us!? They pity the kids out there, why can't they pity us?! We are suffering too! Imagine at night, when you're about to fall asleep, you hear them raise their voice, and you're awaken, then you feel scared, then you cannot sleep, but you have to sleep, then you try to sleep, they slam the door...

It has happened so many times and even when I close my door when I sleep, I can still hear them outside.....

High L1R5 is already stressing me out please STOPPPPP ALL THIS please....

Saw SM's post about ideal guy and I start to wonder about my ideal guy too. Hmm, did a lot tests and quizzes on this topic and it's quite fun. After a few years, let's see if my taste changed. (:

Ok. First of all, I think looks matter umm to some extent. When you dream about your ideal boyfriend, you won't think he's ugly and that makes him not ideal already right. Handsome? Umm like Super Junior's Siwon? He's too MAN-ly which umm I don't really like. He's too perfect you see. Tall, handsome, has dimples, caring, neat. Too perfect.. So no.

Cute like Shinee's Taemin? Yes but he's tooooo cute that people say he's too feminine. Sigh. He looks pretty, like a 美男子. That's not his fault, he's born with it. And being the youngest in the group, he's quiet as he has to respect his older brothers as they speak. So Taeminnie's character is the one I like. Hehehe. He's very shy when talking about his ideal type of girls, and because he's very young, most girls around him are older than him. So he rarely pick Korean stars his ideal type.

Heechul's character too. He's humorous, umm gets angry only for a while and he's very manly in some situations. I don't know, after watching Intimate Note, I really like him a lot. Yes his unique character. And being cold to strangers and warm to close friends. That's a plus! (: Just like Jessica, the ice princess. Haha.

Umm I think a guy who plays good video games is quite cute. Taemin. Hahaha. He's real good at sports and video games. No, actually he's best at poppin' and free style. Hahaha. His dance skill is totally, amazing.

 In general, umm.. A guy is humorous, has a nice voice, has nice fingers, a bit 欠扁, tall(175cm at least), has an ambition, is competitive when it comes to serious work, playful, faithful, filial, is not stingy but also won't 花钱 like 流水. Yup. Ideal guy! (I think I'm describing Taeminnie..)

Taemin ah, he's just a..a...a.. person I will never meet in my entire life. But no doubt he's a good guy. He's sigh... Really the best Korean guy I've seen so far. YongHwa from CNBlue is quite good too, but he can't replace Taemin. Okay. Bye.

I'm being foolish again.. It's bro's birthday plus Daddy's day today. I actually cried during the meal, and ruined everything. Dad left the table immediately. I wasn't wrong! If you see my mom's fking look and behavior when eating, you will probably just slam the table. I gave signs, hinted for her to fking STOP her nonsense, she continued. Yea, they have some problems going on themselves. And there she was trying to get herself drunk, not eating, and spill her drink all over the table.. Seriously!??! I even said: HEY, I'm gonna beat someone up. Wasn't this clear enough?! Stop your nonsense!? I hated it even more when she even started to talk crap. Oh god, STOP IT! Dad was okay, commenting on the food and stuff, yet there she was, trying to be in a state of.... DEPRESSION!? I was so ANGRY that I cried. And she still asked me to eat. Eat what shit man. I left the table after my dad. I couldn't continue a dinner like this man. One person quiet, one person just eat, another tried to ACT crazy. Enough! Why must I be the one to ruin everything?! You all have something just say la! I'm really very angry.. The first thing she came home was to occupy me with the crap they two had. I am still a child, YOU THINK I CAN TAKE THOSE STUFF!? What money what love I DON'T CARE! I DON'T CARE! What bitch, who is that bitch, why must I go find out!? I feel like dying. I wanna study, but I can't. No mood.