I don't seriously. Ok there's this relative of mine who wants to buy some hand cream from Sg and she QQ me about it. I knew my mom is gonna nag and complain a lot when I ask her and in the end SHE DID. I am wondering what is so irritating about buying something for your relative... It's not a great sum of money right. And it is not ME who wants the thing yet she is scolding me for it.

I wish YoonA can stop acting cute when she sings. I really like her but then... Even SeoHyun is not acting cute even though she's the youngest. Hmm let's see. My bias in SNSD was Jessica at first(Gee + Oh!), Tiffany(Genie), then YoonA and now Seohyun. I feel neutral for Taeyeon, ,Soo Young, Hyoyeon and Yuri. At first I don't really like Sunny but after the cool hairstyle OMG I realised Sunny suits cool style too!

Going out tomorrow with JiaLin and Diong to get SiawMin present. :D And then next Tuesday to celebrate 3 idiots' birthdays and CO chalet on Thursday. And then the boring holiday comes.....

Just imagine sleeping the whole day. = =

I slept at 9pm last night cuz I was tooooooo tired. I was quite dizzy after carrying the mountain of books from locker and under the table. It's weird. Sometimes I will feel lost and don't know what I'm doing and just walking around aimless and feel super sleepy. o_O Then after a while, usually is after I eat, I will recover to my usual self. During that period of being dizzy, I will anyhow talk and forget things. Crazy.

Okay I just can't stop listening to The Boys and I love Seohyun. :)

Sometimes when I read those touching stories about how people cannot end up together, it's either one of them died or had a broken because of the girl/guy or lost his/her sight. It's touching the first time you read it, but after many similar stories being put on the net, those stories are just rather ordinary...

Sometimes when people ask me to read one touching stories, which I saw them before (maybe not exactly the same but with similar storylines), I don't feel a thing.. Sounds heartless yea. Ok there's this video someone asked me to watch last year, the one BaoYu also asked me to watch. The one the guy donated his cornea to his girlfriend.. The first time I saw it, I didn't cry. But I have to admit the music is nice. :') Hais.. But I saw something touching just now. Read.

他牵着她在雪天里走着..
女生明显不耐烦, 不停地用手扫掉头衣服上的雪花,
问：我都说分手了还带我去哪？
他说: 最后陪我走走吧。
女生问: 你不冷吗？
他摇头: 怎么会？
女生不再说话，只希望路快点走完。
放开手的刹那他差点落泪.
"我总喜欢在雪天里牵着你走，因为一不小心我们就可以一起白头。"


I thought guys are always the heartless one until I found out there's this friend of mine, who is really crazy about his current crush. I can feel the sweet-ness he has when he says that the girl is damn stupid, always gets bullied by people. I can feel it when he says he wants to be there to protect her forever...

There are still guys like this.

And that's really great.


I remember writing an essay with inspiration from 梁静茹's MV “会呼吸的痛”. I really love that MV because firstly, the lyrics are beautifully written. And the scenes at Japan and the train make you really wanna cry. There will definitely be times you want to do something like that, alone. Right?

Let's be realistic and seee what is the true kind of love we may experience now -- story of 下一站，幸福. It hurts a lot to seee MuChen living in the memory of GuanXi and he can't remember her anymore. And she has to stay away from him and 下定决心 to hate him. That kind of feeling... You love someone but you CAN'T love him/her. Sigh. So sad.

I believe everyone will have a few songs with meaningful lyrics and gorgeous melody in their minds. KPop songs make you happy but their lyrics are yea, 没什么意思. It's their catchy tune and awesome dance that make you love them right! :D From 2003 till now, I like one song of Angela Zhang called 遗失的美好 because there's one sentence from the song I love a lot a lot. :D Songs change your mood, so I will insist on listening to happy songs. :)

GoodLuck for Olevel CL tomorrow. A1 :D

OMG this baseball jacket is awesomely awesome right right? =]

我也想有那么一个人，在早晨6点发来短信，写着：“猪，起床了”

我也想有那么一个人，在我的留言板上留下“猪，晚安.”。　

我也想有那么一个人，在他的日志里写着许多关于我的文章。

我也想有那么一个人，在我更新状态的时候，第一个给我评论。　

我也想有那么一个人，在我看爱情电影的时候会想起他

我也想有那么一个人，在我的留言板上留下关心我的话语。　

我也想有那么一个人，在他的QQ签名里告诉我他生气，他快乐，他伤心　

我也想有那么一个人，让我忘记生活中的烦恼，想到他嘴角就会微微上扬

我也想有那么一个人，愿意和我一起吃一碗4块钱的拉面，3块钱的可乐还特别满足的冲我傻笑　

我也想有那么一个人，为我买来和他手机链配对的手机链

我也想有那么一个人，能让我吃醋，让我甜蜜 ，让我体会到纯粹的爱

我也想有那么一个人，勾起我唱歌的冲动，让我能唱着唱着，或流泪，或傻笑

我也想有那么一个人，能在他朋友聚会，家庭聚会，同事聚会中，不分场合的提到关于我的话题

我也想有那么一个人，和我手拉着手，在林荫小道中走着走着

我也想有那么一个人，和我并肩躺着，在松软的沙滩上，看星星，听海声

我也想有那么一个人，能看穿我的逞强、看穿我的口是心非。。在我无助伤心的时候给我安慰、

我也想有那么一个人，即使我对他不是最好的，也愿意一直爱着我

我想有那么一个人……

This is Gabriella from HSM 3. She is always ahead of people, that's why she was admitted early into Stamford University. Hmm why am I talking about her suddenly.

Okay I tore my HCL paper because I just couldn't stand it. I had so much hatred for WBD because every word just hurt so much. She didnt care about how I thought... Fine.

I was glad Dad wasn't that unhappy because the person I am most afraid to disappoint is him. He rarely scold so if he is real disappointed he will reprimand unlike my mum... She's basically nagging at non relating stuff so I just listen and forget. I realised I wanted to be left alone whenever I feel sad. I shut the door in front of my mum 5 times today. Never bang of course I just wanted to be alone. So tomorrow after CCA I'm going somewhere to hide. K bye.